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camille65 -> 8 Years (2/25/2008 2:43:58 AM)
8 years ago today, he collared me. I don't have a way to describe how I feel except for a pile of words in no particular order: grateful surprised aroused safe craving desire longing warmth loving loved happy needing owned! He is the one that led me to understand I am strong, intelligent and have a lot to offer.He is the one that led me to realise that I create my own future by my actions of the current day.He is the one that I love.He is the one that I give my entire self to. This isn't a post that requires any response, I just wanted.... I wanted to say how I feel. I cannot believe looking back, how much he has changed my world for the better. He taught me to believe in myself and gave me the emotional strength to leave an abusive marriage that had lasted 20 years. For no other purpose other than he wanted me safe.He convinced me to keep seeing doctors until I could find out what was wrong despite my sheer terror of them. That took him years but he stuck it out because he cared enough to do so.A remarkable man in all ways and he chose me. I love him with every fiber of my being.

Tygra -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 3:10:51 AM)
That's just BEAUTIFUL! I can only hope I'll be as lucky as you obviously are!

idontknowdou -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 3:14:18 AM)
i agree with tygra all the way

TysGalilah -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 5:10:30 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: camille65 8 years ago today, he collared me. I don't have a way to describe how I feel except for a pile of words in no particular order: grateful surprised aroused safe craving desire longing warmth loving loved happy needing owned! He is the one that led me to understand I am strong, intelligent and have a lot to offer.He is the one that led me to realise that I create my own future by my actions of the current day.He is the one that I love.He is the one that I give my entire self to. This isn't a post that requires any response, I just wanted.... I wanted to say how I feel. I cannot believe looking back, how much he has changed my world for the better. He taught me to believe in myself and gave me the emotional strength to leave an abusive marriage that had lasted 20 years. For no other purpose other than he wanted me safe.He convinced me to keep seeing doctors until I could find out what was wrong despite my sheer terror of them. That took him years but he stuck it out because he cared enough to do so.A remarkable man in all ways and he chose me. I love him with every fiber of my being. Camille congratulations so happy to read about your happiness.. smiles Cyndi

Bound2One -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 5:12:20 AM)
Thank you for sharing, Camille. I adore love stories! Enjoy your anniversary!

angelikaJ -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 5:14:56 AM)
Happy anniversary! Your post made me all warm inside.

Lucylastic -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 5:45:14 AM)
Congratulations Camille, that is wonderful, treasure it and each other, and heres to many years more happiness Lucy

LadyHathor -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 5:50:28 AM)
*Oh My Darlings! I have watched you grow through here, shared emails on the other side and admired what has transpired--I am in tears for the joy you have--many many blessings to Y/you both.*

slaveluci -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 6:01:35 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: camille65 He taught me to believe in myself and gave me the emotional strength to leave an abusive marriage that had lasted 20 years. For no other purpose other than he wanted me safe Congratulations, camille. It's obvious from your posts that you're a very happy, secure woman. Your entire post was touching but I snipped the part above because it specifically struck a chord with me. Master did the same thing for me. I never thought ANYONE would be able to inspire me to leave the unhealthy, quite frankly toxic, marriage that I'd been in for so long. Even though my ex-husband and I were physically separated, he still had a firm grasp on my heart and mind that I never thought could be broken no matter how hard I tried. Just as you wrote, Master wanted me safe both physically and mentally. He stated to me on more than one occasion that, even if He couldn't have me, He wanted to see me free of that marriage and that man because it was the worst place I could be. I know He truly meant that. That and everything about Him is what finally worked to show me I deserved better, could have it, and settling for what I'd always settled for was not an option anymore. The way you stated what you did above really hit home with me because I know exactly what you mean. When I read that from you and what ownedgirlie and several others write about finally meeting the One who gave them the courage to forge ahead, it warms my heart. Sincere congratulations to you and all those who are as happy as you this day. Blessings[:)]......luci

GreedyTop -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 6:23:50 AM)
Congrats to you both, Camille! :)

camille65 -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 6:24:09 AM)
Thank you everyone. It's funny... I wrote that here in the middle of the night during an insomniatic moment without any editing. I didn't read it after I posted it until just now because I felt I had probably written something stupid sounding and possibly incoherent. When I read my post I cried. I'm not sure why, maybe because during that blurry half asleep moment I was able to say what he really means to me in an uncensored way. I do tend to censor much of what I post here but that one I didn't, and I am glad. sniffle, hiccup & a smile It was a long and sometimes very difficult journey to this point and I hope that it continues for many more years. Thank you again because some of you here have helped me along the way with your own posts and your own journeys, that to me is the whole meaning of a place like this.[sm=flowers.gif]

Mercnbeth -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 6:32:33 AM)
Congratulations, camille, and best wishes for a long and happy life together!!!

LadyRainfire -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 5:28:29 PM)
Camille, I'm glad you wrote just as you did. It shows the exquisite sweetness and total love you have for him. It gives hope to those looking, hope to those in abusive relationships, joy to those who know you and joy to those of us (like me!) who simply read your words and share your joy. Congratulations and best wishes to you both. May you have many more years together!

carlie310 -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 6:02:29 PM)
Congratulations, Camille. I have a question for you and slaveluci, but it's too dark to go here. I guess I'll have to summon up my courage & step into my big girl panties and post a (gasp!) new thread!

slvemike4u -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 6:05:22 PM)
CONGRATS and many more Camille

MissHarlet -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 6:07:50 PM)
Congratulations Camille <smile> you deserve all the happiness this has brought you

MzMia -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 6:16:16 PM)
**Congratulations!***

sweetwenchie -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 6:59:41 PM)
Congratulations and happy anniversary to you both! Your words bring hope, peace, and a feeling of joy. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.

SassySarijane -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 7:05:56 PM)
Congratulations, Camille. That was beautiful and I wish you continued happiness [:)].

breatheasone -> RE: 8 Years (2/25/2008 7:06:05 PM)
[sm=applause.gif] congrats!!

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