KittenWithaTwist
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I'm also curious to know how far down the "rabbit hole" you go in everyday life with your ageplay. I find it highly addictive and am doing it every time i get the chance. I'm even contemplating dedicating a bedroom in the new house to a space in which i can 'play' and feel very young. While clothing is nice, decor and 'toys' are where it's at for me! ;) I never really considered my little-girl-isms to be "ageplay" until I got into BDSM. I've always (always always) been the little girl who never grew up, and this part of me has come out in just about every relationship I've ever been in, both vanilla and not. Thus, I'm part "little girl" just about every day. My little girl/inner child is between the ages of 4-8, and this changes depending on my mood. I collect toys (teddy bears, vintage and new my little ponies, barbies), I color in coloring books, and I like The Berenstain Bears and Dr. Seuss books. I also watch a *lot* of cartoons (my favorites are Foster's, Spongebob, and Courage the Cowardly Dog). So, "age play" is definitely part of my everyday life. It's part of me, not a roleplaying game. I also do not mix my sex life with my "age play" or little girl-isms. quote:
For those of you who are also M/s, does this become a burden on the top after a few years? I mean, have You ever just wanted to say 'grow up!' and go back to roles where the child persona now has to behave as an adult and take on more 'responsibility'?? As far as I know, no. My dom is not really a "daddy" persay, but he does enjoy my little girl-isms, and he has no problem enjoying that part of my personality. Of course, I don't let my little girl part out when I do have to be a "grown up". I am perfectly capable of taking responsibility for myself and I know how to behave like an adult. quote:
And as the 'child' or 'teen' do you feel guilty for reverting to a simpler time, when you in all actuality still have the responsibilities of an adult? How do you negotiate them for both partners? No, I do not. I feel more comfortable (significantly so) in my little-girl "skin" than in my submissive or dominant "skins". Whenever I'm feeling unsure, or loveable, or close to my partner, or whatever else, I know that I can revert to the little-girl place and just...be.
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