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tsatske -> RE: f/f action for Master's pleasure (3/7/2008 12:28:26 PM)
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I have done fonf play for the benefit of a former Dom at least once where the other subs reaction was very hurtful. I am VERY Bi. my master at the time knew that I was willing to do anything he wanted, but that it was my strong preference to be with bi women, to the point that the 'bi if Master says I'm bi' type of women kind of annoy me.
I had a new sisterslave. Master wanted to put us together. He knew it would be her first time, he knew she was reluctant. Both of us wanted to please him.
obviously, he very much enjoyed the show, and, from his reactions, really could not tell that she was seriously NOT into it. But I was the one eating her and being eaten. (And, I really don't much like being eaten out by guys. they don't know how to do it right. As a seriously hard wired strait woman, she ate pussy like a man. seriously)
When it was over, she wrapped a robe around her and stepped outside for a smoke. My Dom came to me to say the typical 'good job'. I said, 'Go take care of my sister.' Now, I knew he didn't get that this was a serious, on point instruction this one time, because, traditionally, this is my number one after care need when playing with other women, and generally the first thing out of my mouth. So I followed up by letting him know that I felt that my sister was not doing too well.
He went and checked on her with a kind of light 'tsatske said to make sure you were okay.' to which she said, well, she is right. I could hear them, and she was begging him to never, NEVER make her do that again.
Really, to that point, I was almost okay. I understood that she had done it to please Master, and I could deal with that. Sure, it would have been more fun if it had been with a woman who enjoyed me, but, I was mostly okay.
When Master came in and said, 'Well, clearly that didn't work for anyone involved', I was crushed. I had done what was asked of me, and I was never asked my reactions. If he had never made a comment that included presumptions about my reactions, I would have been fine with it, but I felt so completely diminished by his statement.
Actually, as good as I believe my dear sister, now his monogamous slave, is for him, that particular story still stings.
Slaves may do what they are told, but that does not mean they don't have feelings and reactions to it. I have no problem with Master pushing those, but, yea, I think he should be as aware as possible of everyone's likely reactions, and I think everyone else should be in the know, too.
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