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Pyrrsefanie -> RE: a wft? moment... (3/11/2008 11:06:52 AM)
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Chelle, I'm sorry you had to go through that in the first place... and especially to find the son of a bitch again, that's an unpleasant shock to be sure.
I had a similar experience when I was 16 and wanted to be a Suicide Girl oh so badly... I posted a profile on one of the modelling sites for a pinup photographer, one guy answered and said he had no problem with me being underage for the photos, he seemed trustworthy... did this all behind my mother's back because I knew she'd freak. Now I wish I had told her what I was doing because the fucker raped me and forced me to perform unspeakable acts of "submission" over and over again (he passed himself off as a real dominant), playing mind games and telling me he'd ruin me and do all sorts of shit if I ever spoke up or tried to get away. My friends were the only ones I told and finally with their support (and the reassurance that if he ever came near me they'd kill him on sight) I managed to get away from him...
Like you, I never filed a formal report. I was afraid of what people would say, "oh well she deserved it for what she was doing, what'd you expect, etc." but to this day I feel sick to think of how afraid I was... he had two adorable daughters, used to show me pictures of them all the time, and I wonder what the fuck he's doing to them... then found a recent posting of his on another site looking for local models. So I can't help but wonder how many other girls he's done/is doing this to.
I understand the vent. And I hope that the fucker gets caught and punished appropriately... maybe somebody'll castrate him and then shove his own balls so far up his ass that they come out of his mouth?
Hang in there. I don't think we've ever spoken one-on-one but I've read your posts and I think you're fuckin' hardcore awesome. :D
xoxo
Pyrr
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