Aynne88
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I love days like this when I spend the entire day being in service to Him and doing things that I used to hate but now I love. I love that He pulls me into the darkness roughly because I won't go any other way, then he gently loves me after. I love that He is so human, not above it all, and admits mistakes, and weaknesses, and fear. I love being in the frame of mind that I am, not blindly happy, being aware of the bad things in my life and not hiding from them, but knowing that I am strong and capable and not helpless and that as I get older I have the knowledge that happiness isn't being devoid of life's problem's but having the strength to deal with them. Today at least. I love a lot today, and will save any hates for another time. Oh and I love being back here and talking to you guys, I missed everyone. Thanks for all of it. Yes, I am kind of in a weepy little emotional space right now. . bear with me...
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As long as people will shed the blood of innocent creatures there can be no peace, no liberty, no harmony between people. Slaughter and justice cannot dwell together. —Isaac Bashevis Singer, writer and Nobel laureate (1902–1991)
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