MarksFantasyGirl -> RE: I love it when..... (1/19/2010 9:35:04 PM)
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I love all the love... I love that I told Sweets I didn't want Him to go, like I do every night, and He looked at me with those sad brown eyes and said "You'll be fine", like He does every night... Only this time He said "Just remember... You're never alone..." He put His hand on my belly and said, "You always have a part of me with you... You have life growing inside you..." I put my hand on His, and cried... I love that He says some of the Sweetest things to me to cheer me up no matter how down I get... I love that He has been rubbing my belly, and talking to it. I love that my wee one will kiss and hug my belly (usually before he kisses and hugs me)... I love that I'm cooking a really yummy summertime meal tomorrow just because I'm sick of the cold weather, and want it to warm up. I love that my appointment isn't until 145 tomorrow, so I can get up in the morning and do a load of laundry since I have been procrastinating all day about doing it. I love that my mom is finally on my side about how my brother has changed a lot recently, and is now really mean to me... I'm sad that it took Him calling me a "fucking bitch" and yelling at me when I asked Him why he kept backing down from his promises to me, and him saying that he's sorry that I wasn't top priority, when I'm not even on his list anymore... But I'm glad she gets it now. I love that even when He doesn't want to help me out, the rest of my family (And Sweets's family) want to help in any way they can... I love that Sweets and His mom (who has a lot of health problems and needs to exercise) have agreed to walk with me once the weather gets nicer out, so we can get a little healthier.. I love that I'm finally starting to feel sleepy.....
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