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Tavane -> Forced Femininzation (3/16/2008 10:42:05 AM)
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This is incredibly appealing to me, being transgendered, and small and feminine. I went to a gender clinic about 20 years ago, and do look so much like a female that they accepted me immediately, even though I told them I didn't think I had a female "brain/mind", but rather experienced so much pleasure from being feminine that I wanted to try actually being feminine, and perhaps being a female. I didn't continue with it, since I'm a self-employed attorney, and it would have destroyed my profession, and also I had a girl friend, but did continue to get more feminine, having my facial hair all removed, and then cosmetic surgery, after which I've always had some trouble passing as a man, even though I don't dress as a female, and have pretty short hair. Sometimes I wish I had gone through with it, since frankly I'd rather have a submissive/feminine job as a legal secretary than to be an attorney, being subordinate to a woman/women 40 hours a week. Support services like we have on the net weren't available, and I thought I was the only male in the world with submissive desires, and never discussed them with the psychologist at the gender clinic.
There were consequences from the hormons, though I didn't take them long. My breasts did put on a bit of fat, but the main consequence was the fat which appeared on my hips. After that, I could never wear men's suits, since I have to wear the very smallest jackets, and the waist sizes of the pants didn't accommodate those hips, even with alteration, so for 20 years that main male dress garment has been denied to me, and always will be.
One of my fantasies is that a mistress would tell me that I could never wear pants again in her home, but would have to wear skirts/dresses, pantyhose, a bra, makeup, pumps, an apron, and whatever jewelry she desired 100% of the time, for the rest of my life, while she relaxed in shorts or slacks, as I did all the domestic work, washed, dried, styled, or brushed her hair, did her nails, and massaged her feet or body, and generally served her 24/7, while at home, and of course it would be nice if she required me to get a job as a female (which I easily could, with a name change), and she simply threw away all my pants and shorts. I wonder how common these types of desires are with TG submissives, or if mistresses exist who would be receptive to that type of total power exchange and role reversal. For hundreds of years women were forced to wear such clothes, while men were so comfortable.
My desires do go farther, however. I must admit that it would be incredibly pleasurable for a mistress to put me on female hormones again, so that my breasts grew to the point where I needed a bra to support them, again being forced into the role reversal, where like a female, I will always need a bra virtually all the time, as a natural part of my underwear, except when I'd bind my breasts to work as a male, and would always feel straps on my shoulders, something men never feel, or have to deal with, and I'd have wide hips, so men's pants wouldn't ever fit me. The mistress would enjoy reminding me how she had permanently feminized me, and how she loved doing so.
One reason I didn't become a female was that I enjoy sex with females, and a mistress might enjoy sex, but I happened to wonder if mistresses who enjoy feminine slaves might find it pleasurable to require a male to have the surgery, thus to be required to work as female, in a "feminine" job, supervised by women, and acquire female parts, so the mistress could penetrate the former male as a female with a device, thus establishing her dominance, and making it clear to the new female that she will be the one who gets penetratedf----d for the rest of her life. As I thought about this, the idea became incredibly exciting, and was one I had never considered. I wondered if such desires are too strange even for this type of lifestyle, or if some would be receptive to that. I realize it's very unusual.
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