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cjan -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 8:01:38 AM)
I no longer wonder...I know I don't belong here. I mean it's a beautiful planet to visit ( parts of it), so far, but I wouldn't want to live here. ET phone hoooooome...[image]http://www.collarchat.com/upfiles/smiley/hewah.gif[/image]

lusciouslips19 -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 8:06:47 AM)
Being described by my family my whole life as the "weird one", I would say yes. Most definitely. I would venture to guess that many of us here would describe ourselves as misfits or eccentric or marching to the beat of a different drummer. So lets applaud all of us that have had the courage to be ourselves and to seek our bliss at all cost. [sm=applause.gif][sm=applause.gif][sm=applause.gif][sm=applause.gif]

angelbluewingsz -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 8:45:22 AM)
Hi, I'm Angelblue and I do not belong on this planet..Not every one is tough enough to be in this club mostly because club membership comes with a tin foil hat to protect from governmental brain sucking rays, padded room and personality morphing drugs.... but I feel that it is everyone else who is screwed up and if you are the normie living in an urban box, not connected with the real and unreal around you then I vote are the wrong one... wake up, open your eyes, ears, inner child etc and go dance in the rain- I would rather be locked up than tied down to one reality where everything is an understood fact and no one questions the regime of blah

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 11:29:55 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: pahunkboy I have not procreated. So I am an outsider looking in. I can relate to this. I hear/read of the experiences of others and wonder, “when did they find the time”; tends to exclude me from a lot of conversations. quote: I do too much criticle thinking. I adore lateral thinking. quote: I rant. Sorry, you don’t get to count this one ;) It’s done even by the most normal of abnormal; from what I’ve seen. quote: I am always on guard that someone will out me, or use the orientation against me. That’s got to be tough, not being allowed to be you. quote: I am a crabby guy. I find that sessions take much of that away. Can you tell it’s been a while? quote: argh. at times i dont get along with even myself. the world would explode if there were 2 of me. Yes, I am confident, two of me would be a bit much to expect this world to cope with. :) Take care, Pa Hb k

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 11:33:12 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: colouredin Tis actually :P It was the “side stepping” approach that tipped me off. It is my emotional approach; moon in Cancer. k

mzbehavin -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 12:25:06 PM)
I think its normal to feel you dont belong here... shrugs* We (our spirits) arent from here... so we long for home. We are a dichotomy of human+gravity and spirit. An infusion... Also, i feel you have 'gifts' (nope cant be returned or exchanged, i wish sometimes we could.) that you dont know how to use yet. People who see and hear things or know, beyond the 3rd dimensional, arent crazy. They are more 'open'. Of course you can think things and make them happen... giggles* silly humans...

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 3:12:40 PM)
Thank you so much, NG; a voice of reason. Interestingly, your thoughts on positive and negative, are one’s I have came to the same conclusion on. I wonder why I keep over looking it; perhaps because it has not been very long, since I found the solid ground to build my beliefs on. Hopefully it will sink in soon. Your words also reminded me that everything has purpose. When I start thinking the way I was earlier; I am in a sense saying, I have no purpose? In turn it would imply the creator I believe in, also has no purpose? I have just canceled out everything then, haven’t I? Ooooo, naughty pet. Second thought, not so naughty, I was just feeling overwhelmed. I thought this thread would help; it has. :) quote: Excuse the crudeness, but we have a saying over here - you can only fuck with the cock you're dealt Rooster? [:)] k

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 3:51:12 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: NeedToUseYou I look at it this way, the world is run by these "normal" people, look around you and this world is the consequence of that thinking(politics,conflict,corruption, etc.). "Normal" people have a lot to account for, some good, mostly bad. However, I 100% assure you if everyone was abnormal like me there would be no wars, there would be no starvation, there would be less suffering. I don't see much to envy in the "Normal". I just realized why I despise government. It reminds me of my parents as a kid; always telling me what I could and couldn’t do, regardless of my capabilities. Blaming me for their decisions and wondering why I responded to it the way I did. All the while doing exactly what they were telling me not to. I think it’s time to ditch the folks; again. quote: I wouldn't be ashamed to be non-"normal", it's a low bar, I'd shoot myself in the head if I ever aspired to "normal". Since you put it that way. [:)] quote: unless you're hallucinating, and hearing people talk to you that aren't there, you are probably just better than normal. No, no; hasn’t gotten that bad. Lol My best, k

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 4:00:52 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Griswold Yes, I get that feeling a lot as well. (That is, that a lot of other people don't belong here). Alrighty, then. [8\|] [:D]

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 4:57:44 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: stella41b Frequently.. I am a transgendered female, made up of two incomplete DNA patterns. I have 'bits' that are either surplus or missing. Just… wow. ring… ring… “Humility calling” I’ll take it. quote: I fit fairly neatly a description of an indigo child. I will have to look this up. quote: I am actually 14 years old. Are you speaking perspective wise? quote: I am number dyslexic. Numbers and letters get jumbled sometimes, but gotten better in time, especially if I close my eyes and look for the image of a word; I think I used to write them backwards sometimes, also. quote: I have a cryptic, warped sense of humour. On occasion… and my reasoning often comes across as, cold. quote: I have an affinity with cats, and am rather feline in my own nature and manner of living. My Indian totem… panther quote: I have a preoccupation with the 1960's. Mines the 70’s, thought I am partial to playing “If I were there”, with just about anything and time. The scene for the movie “Time Machine”, when he is watching time pass by, entrances me. quote: I'm extremely sensitive to my environment and people around me. Same here. A personality test I took put me in a group of 2-3% of the population (no idea where they get the figures for that), in a group that is externally and internally intuitive. Need I say, sometimes, I really wish I wasn’t Just… wow. ring… ring… “Humility calling” I’ll take it. I fit fairly neatly a description of an indigo child. I will have to look this up. I am actually 14 years old. I often say I stopped at 29, but I’m a late bloomer. I have know idea how to do that math. I am number dyslexic. Numbers and letters get jumbled; I think I used to write them backwards sometimes, also. I have a cryptic, warped sense of humour. On occasion… and my reasoning sometimes comes across as, cold. I have an affinity with cats, and am rather feline in my own nature and manner of living. My Indian totem… panther I have a preoccupation with the 1960's. Mines the 70’s, thought I am partial to playing “If I were there”, with just about anything and time. The scene for the movie “Time Machine”, when he is watching time pass by, entrances me. I'm extremely sensitive to my environment and people around me. Same here. A personality test I took put me in a group of 2-3% of the population (no idea where they get the figures for that), in a group that is externally and internally intuitive. Need I say, sometimes, I really wish I wasn’t Just… wow. ring… ring… “Humility calling” I’ll take it. I fit fairly neatly a description of an indigo child. I will have to look this up. I am actually 14 years old. I often say I stopped at 29, but I’m a late bloomer. I have know idea how to do that math. I am number dyslexic. Numbers and letters get jumbled; I think I used to write them backwards sometimes, also. I have a cryptic, warped sense of humour. On occasion… and my reasoning sometimes comes across as, cold. I have an affinity with cats, and am rather feline in my own nature and manner of living. My Indian totem… panther I have a preoccupation with the 1960's. Mines the 70’s, thought I am partial to playing “If I were there”, with just about anything and time. The scene for the movie “Time Machine”, when he is watching time pass by, entrances me. I'm extremely sensitive to my environment and people around me. Same here. A personality test I took put me in a group of 2-3% of the population (no idea where they get the figures for that), in a group that is externally and internally intuitive. It's overwhelming sometimes. My best, k

petdave -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 9:52:17 PM)
i was going to say something flip, like "my world and welcome to it", but... quote: ORIGINAL: charmdpetKeira I feel lost right now. I am a pet, but what is a pet that is not needed? ... you stopped me right in my damn tracks. You have a Second. ...dave

Kirren -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 10:31:56 PM)
When our inner worlds are off kilter, when we as humans, beings, spirits, souls, do not feel needed or wanted, it tends to throw the whole rest of our existance off kilter as well. I think at some point all of us, every person, every thing on this planet has felt as if it didnt belong...as if something better and bigger was waiting...some part of us was or is meant to do somthing or be something different. It used to be for Me, when I would get angry, or feel like I needed to be strong, I would get the feeling of almost stepping out of My skin. I dont think thats exactly what I mean to say...to put it better, it was like I was ripping out, or something was ripping Me open. Taking the anger, the negativity and embracing it. People around Me would say that I walked differently, I talked differently, and I looked different in My eyes. As if it was clear that I was not approachable, that I could, and would happily shred some one and make them hurt as I seemed to hurt, or make My rage into hurt. Ive been to therapy....Ive been told I have everything from a borderline personality disorder to ADD....which I often joke about....because I do get side tracked...but the fact is, noone knows for sure what it is. Anger, hurt...what ever. My father was an alcholic, My mother was an abusive drug adict. I grew up being either invisible, or being things that no child should ever be told that they are. Sometimes I have dreams of things....and they are so real...I swear that they have happened to Me...and as laughable as this is...even to Me...you tell Me how some one who has never held a sword, or killed anyone, can tell you the exact feel and sound of gutting some one with a sword or taking some ones head off with a sword? What Im getting at is...and I know the assholes that lurk these boards will have a mouth full to say on this thread....I hope they get mange or gangrene....some of us are special....we dont know why...maybe we never will. But I think that you will, and when I say you, I mean who ever is reading this, will find what that purpose is.... If its guiding the mother ship...if its chopping up people....if its weaving baskets...a person, the very core of a person feels lost when they feel that they have no purpose....once you find that purpose the rest will fall into place.

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 10:35:23 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: petdave You have a Second. ...dave Welcome aboard, Dave, and thanks for the opportunity to thank everyone for posting; all uplifting, in their own way. I wasn’t sure if the thread was dead or sleeping, didn’t want to be the one to disturb it, either way. My best, k

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 10:40:30 PM)
Very nice; thank you. k

Pyrrsefanie -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 10:55:04 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: charmdpetKeira Like you don’t belong here? And when I say here, I mean this planet. I've always had a feeling that I don't belong, period. I don't know if it's to the era, the region, the planet, the species, et cetera, but it's always been there. However, I've always thought that there's got to be other people out there who also just don't have a proper place. The best way I can describe it is by pulling a scene out of Schindler's List. The movie's done in black and white with the exception of one scene, where a little girl is running down the street and wearing a vibrant red coat. It's a stark contrast to the monochromatic scene. It's kind of like that for me... not that I "physically see" things in black and white with exceptions. It's almost like I see it, but I'm not seeing it. I hope that makes sense to someone, because it goes on in my own brain and I don't even get it. (Oh, and in the next paragraph, I should probably point out that I'm using the 'red coat' figuratively and not literally. Don't call the men in the white coats yet.) Anyway, I "see" myself as wearing a red coat. Sometimes I "see" other people as wearing a red coat, too. I've mentioned previously on these boards my intense aversion to other people... well, that aversion disappears for the other people in red coats. They're the only people I can get close to or feel any kind of affection or compassion for -- and I don't consider them to wear the coat BECAUSE I feel comfortable with them. I feel comfortable with them because they've got the coat. Bizarre, eh? I honestly do not get it. I've stopped really trying to figure it out and just kind of go with it now.

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 11:17:26 PM)
Would your avitar be a good depiction of what you feel? All very interesting; you'll fit right in here. My best, k

SteelofUtah -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/23/2008 11:38:21 PM)
More often then not what I wonder is if there really is a reason anyone of us are here I would hate to think it really all was just a huge coinsidence and there really is no purpose. when I get this way I eat IceCream and everything gets better again. Steel

Pyrrsefanie -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/24/2008 12:06:45 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: charmdpetKeira Would your avitar be a good depiction of what you feel? You know, I never understood why I hand-colored that photograph the way I did until you said that. Now I wonder what my subconscious is trying to tell me.

charmdpetKeira -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/24/2008 7:56:08 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: SteelofUtah More often then not what I wonder is if there really is a reason anyone of us are here I would hate to think it really all was just a huge coinsidence and there really is no purpose. The existence of patterns in all things indicates, all things have purpose. Time it's self is a lesson. quote: I get this way I eat IceCream and everything gets better again. Now see, I can think of three purposes for ice cream; feel good food; a delicious cold treat, on a hot summer day; or, a delicious torture device for an unsuspecting “s” type. :) quote: Pyrrsefanie, You know, I never understood why I hand-colored that photograph the way I did until you said that. Now I wonder what my subconscious is trying to tell me. When I look at your avatar, I get the sense of irrelevance from the background. It’s there but pretty much lifeless. I find it interesting you chose a black gown. If It were a colorful background I would sense mysterious passion, but on a dark background, it implies; emptiness. The color in the face suggest there is still passion left, though it appears to be a fairly small flame, but one that still burns very bright at its core. Perhaps being reserved. Do you often feel like you are “going through the motions”? Curiously, k

pahunkboy -> RE: Do you ever get the feeling… (3/24/2008 8:00:01 AM)
Charmed, hello. I have been trying to recreate a neighborhood where we were a "community" - you know wander on over and hang with th neighor. In a short time I have made progress. on the sex orientation thing- renting and jobs are where that hinders. renting cos one can be eveicted. jobs cos one can be fired. it is worse with jobs. i seldom mix work and pleasure. work is a dog fight as it is.... let alone to get riddled in religion, morals or society thresholds. especially the politics that go on at work. if you dont side with person A, then you are a bad mafkker- and surely in bed with person B. many times- i had stated , "i am here to xxxx" always refering to my jopb duties and description. when the house note ishanging on eveyr minute of work- it makes the job harder- especially when every nickle is needed for bills. so at 44- i am more together now. there are many times when the mob stupidity is a mode to go into autopilot- as the clowns are not worth the salt on my tears.

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