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whipkicksmai -> hi and a little more about me (3/23/2008 6:43:47 PM)
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This is not my first post and maybe it should have been have replied to a few.
I'm mai I'm 39 40 in a couple of weeks, I have been a submissive or slave most of my adult life, and now a slave to my Master (Whipkick) who collared me 3 years ago. have a fair amount of freedom, but his needs always come first for me. He allows me to run my own business from home which I have built up over the last two years and am still expanding.
we are currently both on here to look for a third, I have a dominant side I wish to explore more, I have had previous experience in training up Doms, and in dominating female submissives.
I have recently been diagnosed with fibromyalgia with the strong possibility I have MS, it affects some of my duties and some of the play we have previously enjoyed. My Master would like another female to come in so that he can explore his sadistic side that I don't tolerate very much any more due to the disability giving me a low pain threshold of not the nice kind of pain. He would also like the female to take over some off my domestic duties that I can no longer do. My Master would really love a female that is into pain and degradation and who wants the total slave experience on a 24/7 basis.
We are a very strong couple together and a third person will not come in and break that up. But rather enhance what we already have and become part of our loving family.
We are quite active in our local scene and are well known to a lot in the lifestyle over here in the UK.
It's been hard having to come to terms with having a disability that affects my service and we have had to adapt the way we scene and the way we are 24/7, but we are finding ways around things.
I used to love being chained to the bed at night, but as I suffer with numb legs and arms and damaged nerves we find this is not really suitable to do any more, and we are still trying to find a practical way where I can feel that I am not a free person and controlled by him. However much I love chains, it's just not practical as often I have trouble sleeping and have to get up and move around due to the pain and stiffness, to take pain meds through the night . Yet a big part of me needs to feel that I'm not free. It just reassures me and gives me a degree of comfort. Waking him up is not an option either. He can work long hours and needs his sleep. It's not that he wouldn't mind but I would fail to be a good slave if I have to keep waking him up for my needs.
Anyway that's a little bit more about me, and hope to get to know some of you soon for further chats etc. Although Master prefers I talk to other females only or to other couples. He has full access to my collarme account as I do his because he likes me to check his emails when he is at work or absent.
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