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nicoleSubMelb -> Hello, from Australia! (10/3/2005 8:46:41 AM)
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Hello everyone! Greetings from Melbourne, Australia!
After much thought, I have decided to explore my submissive/masochistic personality and take it to the next level. I have been lurking around this website and forums for some time now and have the courage to express my inner desires.
I have always been submissive by nature, but now in my life I am having a 'sexual crisis'. That is to say, do I want to be a submissive male, or female :) With advances in medical procedure you can literally do anything with the human body and thus, those thoughts i've been having ever since I was a child are feeling stronger day by day. I practise alot of self bondage, ropes, wax, that sort of thing, but I have a lust for something real. I have begun to actively search for a Mistress/Master that is willing to take me under their wing and help guide me.
I hope this site, and many others that I have reciently registered to can teach me with the BDSM lifestyle and this little battle of masculinity in my mind. I think im losing the fight, the grass is always greener on the other side (not to say the stockings dont feel great too). Ah I dont want to ramble on, this is a 'hello' thread, I think I best discuss my issues in more proper topics.
I hope I will learn alot, and eventually find someone to serve.
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