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Mercnbeth -> RE: Is it drop or am i kidding myself (10/5/2005 10:10:25 AM)
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i really don't think you intend to be offensive, but did you read that before you sent it?
there was no offense intended, and this slave is sorry that you took it as such. you asked for folks to share their personal experience and this slave did. just wanted to clarify the statement this slave made in her earlier post and address the misconception about where the need to serve comes from--for this slave.
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No i don't think with my loins and Nothing i said previously even mentions sex if you read. *sighs*
you said "These feelings get really strong right after i have played intensely."
sorry, but this slave equates "play" with "sex", as in it is very sexually stimulating to be played with for this slave, so if she was merely playing on the weekends, it would be the vanilla equivalent FOR HER of taking someone home from the bar and having sex with them. definitely no where near as fulfilling as serving Master desires. as a side note, Master doesn't seem to mind when this slave's loins are doing the thinking[;)] instead of her mind, sometimes.
certainly there are those who struggle with submission. have you not seen the posts here on these boards seeking advice on how to submit when one "doesn't feel like it" or those who seek out techniques to cope with their feelings of anger or build up of resentment towards their Dominant for being the one calling the shots instead of them? there are some who have successfully managed to reconcile their need or desire to submit when clearly they are not inclined to it and have such difficulty with it, by reading the responses to these sort of posts.
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i guess that means i should not be here from your attitude, but i truely believe that there is no one true way and i will find my own path.
au contraire, if "being here" satisfies you and enriches your life then why shouldn't you be? this slave only related her own personal experience as an example, not a model. being Master's slave has enriched this slave's life and satisfied her in ways she didn't even know were possible! from this slave's experience, she would have no committed relationship at all if the only option was vanilla, would satisfy her need and desire to serve in vanilla ways and revert to masochistic fantasies coupled with masterbation to satisfy her loins.
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