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angelique1018 -> Finding Myself......... (10/5/2005 9:21:47 AM)
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Finding Myself......
clock tick's, day's go by
i stand still,held prisoner
again'st my will,not by choice
i had no voice,it was decided
they all united,again'st me
i had no power, i could not flee
i cried for help,pushed aside
set on a shelf,i was not heard
not even a word,they did not care
they saw my fear,i cried many tear's
over the year's,nothing changed
they would become more enraged
swallowing me whole,they marked my soul
branded for life,blood stain's on the knife
left behind, memories invading my mind
an exaggeration of my imagination
not even close,left to decompose
dying inside,nowhere left to hide
medication,just another form of sedation
why didn't they hear me,they held the key
that would set me free,left in a cage
sitting center stage,they laughed and hollared
although never colarred,my soul chained
left with guilt and blame,feeling's of shame
i sit and cry,alway's wonder why
so many question's along with learned lesson's
i was chosen for a reason,like all season's
here today, gone tomorrow,leaving behind all my sorrow
another poem another day
in the shadow's i will not stay
someday, somehow, somewhere
i'll come into the light and lose my fear.........
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