indigomelody
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Joined: 5/27/2005 Status: offline
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i've been visiting this site for a little while, but i haven't been brave enough to post a message until now i'm very new at the 'guidelines' for all of this and i'm not sure exactly what my question is, i have so many! and i'm sorry if i use the wrong terms... i first realised there was something a little 'different' about me fairly recently. my partner (now ex-partner) of two years, towards the end of our relationship wanted to try some form of dominance/submission (i'm not even sure how to characterise it) and ...... despite my reservations i think i found a side of myself that i believe i had always denied other things ended the relationship, and walking away was the most difficult, but easiest thing i've ever done six months later, and here i am - dissolutioned by most of the men i meet, but so frightened by the idea of ever trusting anyone enough to be who i think i truly am it is confusing and scary, and i hope someone can give me some advice as to where to go from here anyway, thanks for the great forum and thanks for listening! ~melody~
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