MissMorrigan -> RE: Guilty Secrets (4/29/2008 11:17:54 PM)
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There's something very alluring about the church... Quite a few years ago I was walking home, saw a tall, dark and very handsome priest altering the notice board outside the church he served. We got to chatting and became regular 'tea partners', enjoying flirting. I found him fascinating, his naivete about women esepcially women like me, intoxicating and when we reached a point where he would 'give it all up' for me I lost interest in him. Cruel, I know. I didn't quite understand why I suddenly went off him... years later it makes perfect sense and it's the same reason I went after my now ex husband initially - I thought he was gay. It's the challenge, the thrill of the chase, taking something unspoilt and defiling it. As for the priest. Transferred elsewhere and we never kept in contact. He felt bitter. I don't blame him in the slightest. I behaved despicably towards him and have always retained some guilt. But it takes two to tango. The high note though... It was so much FUN and I still get hot thinking about it.
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