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Gwynvyd -> RE: Back from the dead (5/2/2008 10:02:06 PM)
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ORIGINAL: xxblushesxx
Why? Because of hope...
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,
And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.
I've heard it in the chilliest land
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.
Emily Dickinson
(((hugs)))) welcome back! Just remember *who* you are. No one can take your spirit or your personality or your heart from you, even though sometimes it feels like they can...
*gets done snuffling* Woof.. that basicaly said it all.
I have been eternally hopeful. Even in this last move when no help was given by her.. I hoped. I asked time and again.
In vain. When people are awful to me, or others.. I hope.. I hope they will have thier hearts and eyes opened.
It is in my nature. I am not a pesimist. Not one bit. I simply can not be a creature like that.
It is not in me.
I recently realized that yes.. the very diffinition of "Insanity" is to do something over and over and expect a different result.
[image]http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/confused.png[/image] Funny eh?
I spent 7 years of Maybe the other person will finaly step up to the plate. Maybe the other person will pull thier weight. Maybe the other person will finaly stop being so angry.
I now see other people in thier lives living the years.. or lifetimes of maybe's. I want to shake them.. to wake them up.. to make the realize there is no maybe's.... there is only insanity on that path.
I never want to have another maybe. Never another wasted moment. Never another time where I am not an important person or even concideration in the realtionship.
Never another maybe.
We all deserve better.
Gwyn
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