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RE: Anyone ever feel similar? - 5/10/2008 7:28:24 AM

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ORIGINAL: Bound2One

Wow, Jaded. Thank you so very much for sharing so deeply with us. I am moved from reading your experience, and am grateful too because, yes, something similar happened to me - wanting the face slaps, then the tears following and my not understanding any of it. Just knowing that something is flowing through me at that time, and gratitude that I am with someone who takes care of me. Knowing I'm not alone in this and reading everyone's responses helps me accept it.

Bound2One,
Thank you for recieving it the way you did I truly appreciate that. I know that feeling is odd and for me inexplicable however it is a release of sorts that I think I may have never found in any other way. I am most thankful that I had the experience with the man I did and that I also had such an outlet in which to share it. I suppose there is a semblance of comfort in knowing you are not alone. Thank you for sharing as you did.

~*Jaded*~

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RE: Anyone ever feel similar? - 5/10/2008 7:31:23 AM

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Real tears of joy

All those times you had to stop crying
All those times your happiness was taken from you.
You told yourself you would cry them when you were happier
When you were safe
When everything was better.

Let the blessed tears flow

Derfrewop,

Thank you for that beautiful insight, after reading it I am truly grateful for the time you have taken to write it out..... I would like to ask if I may, copy this and simply keep it on my computer I think it speaks volumes. Thank you so much.

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RE: Anyone ever feel similar? - 5/10/2008 7:34:18 AM

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ORIGINAL: Owned1

As I read your words it was as if I had written them myself. I have had this exact experience ~ to this day I have no idea what prompted it, nor have I had it happen again.

I think it is one of those enjoy the ride experiences, some of the ghosts from the past have left never to return.

Owned

Owned,

I am happy to know my words have reached so many others, yourself included, and that they too have been able to relate in some sense. I think it certainly was an "enjoy the ride" experience, my only issue with that was I am an extremely logical, analytical, and rational person, and I could come up with absolutely ZIP about why I was in that position. It was frustrating and alleviating at the same time. Thank you for sharing with all of us.

~*Jaded*~

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RE: Anyone ever feel similar? - 5/10/2008 7:43:28 AM

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Inky,

While I assume your conclusions are in fact more likely correct, for me it comes down to the impossibility of rationalizing to myself why the hell I was there and what I was truly feeling. I am not one to simply let things out without the knowledge of what I am allowing to escape. I am not, nor have I ever been the woman to just sit and cry for a bit every now and again I need to know why I feel the way I feel, and when I cannot make that rationalization I find myself in a state of further frustration which is in my opinion why the tears continued so long. I am thankful for finding that place within myself and having someone who did not simply freak out and run the other way as I lay there sobbing, I just found such a state of frustration within from not fully understanding my experience which is why he made me talk to him afterwards. Thank you for the kudos on allowing myself to find that space, but kudos have to be given to him for taking me there and not fleeing in terror once I was there....

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