lizcgirl
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For me, it isn't the submission I do in private that makes me FEEL the most submissive, if that makes sense. I have always been submissive when it was just me and the one I was with, but in public I can be very head strong and independent. Last night was my best friend's birthday. I had permission to go with her to a bar for her birthday with some of her friends. Half way through the night, drama came out full force, all the DD's canceled, and she was crying in the bathroom. It turned into a horrible night and I was seriously afraid I was going to get in trouble: either by being pulled over after a full beer was poured on me, dragging the cause of the drama out of the bar by her hair, or with my Daddy because I had promised we were all going to be safe. I took control of the situation as much as I could and did what I had been told to do: I called Daddy even though I knew it might lead to me being in trouble. Without hesitation He came up to the bar and loaded everyone in His van and drove them all home, which by itself took two hours. Every one but Daddy and I were vanilla but knew about our dynamic. He told my best friend that while He didn't blame her or me for the night, I would not be allowed to go out to the bar with her for a LONG time. She is very headstrong and so am I: we can be the type to do something simply because we were told not to. She just looked at me and I told her that Daddy was right. Amazingly she respected that and didn't argue and I accepted His decision without a scene or an objection. I know it sounds like a silly thing to make me feel so submissive, but for me it's more the submission of my will rather than my body that holds a higher degree of importance in my life. And by submitting to Him I felt loved, cared for, protected and cherished. It's the small things that are so important to me and make me feel truly submissive.
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Never make some one a priority when all you are to them is an option.
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