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sanita -> RE: Your first mark, and how did you react? (10/21/2005 7:51:19 PM)
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Well, my first mark, aside from hickeys and such on my breasts, was with the One who is now my Master. For months, He had planned to mark my ass when He had me alone, and He did. This was in 1998. He hog-tied me with velcro restraints, blindfolded me, and used what i found out later was a slapper.
my reaction? On the floor of the hotel room, seeing the flash of red inside the blindfold, i screamed "What the FUCK was that?!?!?" and He took off the blindfold and showed it to me. i still think He had to have wound up in some way. *lol* It was a hard hit. That left a welt but not a bruise for a day or so. As for how i felt, i was in wonder, and awe, and it was all good. i cannot think of how many times i saw Him chuckling, because i had reached back to rub it, without even realising it.
Really, though, when i read the question, i thought of the long-term marks that i got last October, a year ago, when i figured out i was His, and told Him so. i went to see Him. At one point, He was using the handle of the bullwhip on my ass like a paddle. He was smacking me in the same place over and over again, mostly to see when i would ask Him to stop or pull away. i was trying very hard to focus on something else, so it took a long time for me to realise it hurt and pipe up.
Later, after another significant first for us, He leapt on top of me and bit me on my rear. Hard. He even chewed a bit.
By that evening, my ass was getting deep red and welted. Whenever i sat on His very soft couch, i felt as if a rock were digging into my glute. He is a Sadist, and was very pleased. The next night, after i got home, and got out of the shower, i was shocked at my image in the mirror. one side of my bottom had a large elongated bruise, and the other had a clear bitemark, and was very bruised around it. after a few days, it looked as if someone had spilled blackberry cobbler on my butt.
i am a fair-skinned redhead, but it takes a lot to visibly bruise me. i can feel bruises that are not ever discolored. However, while the pain and sitting discomfort faded within a week, the bruises lasted almost a month. They faded to the size of a quarter and a little stripe like a pencil. It helped, because the next time He marked me, it was a month before the OB/Gyn appt. *l*
As for feeling abused. i didn't. He was being cautious, because He was worried that i would not be able to take what He dished out. i was so proud to have pleased Him, to actually have pleasantly suprised Him. i am not very much of a masochist as far as loving the pain, but when i hit that place where the Sadist in Him is beyond pleased, i consistently fly.
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