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SimplyMichael -> RE: How did you get here? (5/22/2008 11:30:02 AM)
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I'm good at giving orders but am very polite about it. (not formal though, just polite.) But, I have huge problems with authority figures because of so many years taking orders, I just can't hack it.
I have MASSIVE problems respecting people in power because I look at them and ask myself "why should I do what you say? What have you done to make yourself worthy of me taking your order?" That sounds VERY disrespectful, but unfortunately, when you spend your whole life taking orders from people whose directions end up leading you into a shit situation, you have to question whether your own directions would of been better.
Thus, as a submissive, (I don't even know if thats the right term for me). As a whining bitch/pervert, the whole concept of finding a dominate woman for me is to find someone who to me, is so perfect that she is WORTHY of that respect.
How is that working for you? Finding someone perfect must be rather difficul with human's being imperfect and all. A few questions to ponder. When someone follows your orders, are you perfect? Who are you rebelling against, the imperfect woman or an imperfect/imperious childhood?
Ever thought of finding someone who you feel is competent rather than perfect?
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