thomaz
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Well, here I am. When I started this journey, I never imagined myself in such a position. My Mistress had decided to give a dinner party. At first I thought it to be a good idea. We were going to host small dinner party…..no more than ten She told me. I could meet others in the lifestyle that understood my thoughts, feelings and desires. I could learn more about it in the privacy of my Mistress’ home. This way I would not be so shy and embarrassed. I wasn’t sure how to dress for the occasion, so I just wore some dress pants and a nice shirt. Not too dressy, but not sloppy. I wanted to look my best and make a good impression for my first meeting. I arrived at my Mistress’ home about 6 PM. That was plenty early for everything was being catered and guest weren’t to arrive until about 7. My Mistress met me at the door. She was dressed to kill, wearing a slinky, clingy, satin red dress and red patent heels. She kissed me on the forehead as she said, “How is my lil slut boy? Is he excited about his party?” I was a little shocked. She hadn’t told me it was a formal affair. I told Her I was fine and yes excited and anxious too, but I said I needed to get a coat and tie. She said “no”, she had a tie for me to wear and no coat was necessary. We sat on the sofa and talked a while. I was really getting nervous. I wanted to know all about the people that were coming. I wanted to know what she had told them about me. I wanted to know how to act. She sensed my fears and told me to go in the kitchen and get a glass of wine or better yet a mixed drink to help calm down. She said that when I returned she would go over the evening and what she expected of me. I did so and even pour the whiskey a little strong to get rid of my butterflies. When I returned She started telling me those that would be attending. She did not go into any detail, just that they were all within the lifestyle. She said there would be four Dommes and one Dom and each had one sub they were going to bring and of the subs three were female and two were male. She further told me that they were all much younger than we were and that she was mentor to all but the Dom. I was finished with my drink by this time and she told me to go fix another and she would finish telling me of the evening. When I returned she began by telling me that she had told them all about me…..that I was new and nervous. She told them that I was her sub and I was eager to please. She said She so wanted for us to make a good and lasting impression since they were students of Hers. She asked me promise to help Her……..to do as she tells me and in return she promises me that she will protect me, letting nothing bad happen to me and further promises that I will enjoy the evening. To this I agreed, but still wasn’t sure what to expect or how to act. She told me to just be myself. to follow Her lead and instructions without question. I again assure Her that I will. It is now getting near time for our guest to arrive. I have had three drinks now and nothing to eat, so I am feeling a little “buzz”. It is a nice feeling of warmth and comfort, but I know I don’t need to drink anything else until I get something to eat. I have really calmed down in just under an hour. Most of my nervousness and anxiety has left me and I can tell my “other anxieties” too have left for I can feel the same excitement I feel whenever I am greeted by my Mistress. My Mistress tells me that she has put my tie on the bed and I need to go put it on. When I get to the bedroom all I see on the bed is a bow tie. I complain that I have never worn a bow tie before, don’t care for them and don’t know how to tie one. My Mistress comes in with a smirk on her face and says “lil one, you promised me you would do as I wished, that you would be good and not embarrass me, did you not?” “Yes Ma’am”, I say, “I am very sorry”. She says, “I want you to remember this tonight, so pull your pants down and bend over the bed”. I comply without question. Whack! Whack! Whack! Three slaps of my ass with her bare hand. “Lil one, I will tie your tie for you. You need not worry about the bow tie. You will look wonderful in a bow tie.” “Now slip your shoes, socks, and pants off…………and take off that shirt.” “What?!?” I say. Whack! Whack! “You heard me!” “Did you think you were going to wear this tie with clothes on?” she said with a big grin and a long giggle. “Now do as you promised and there will be no further discussion about it” I obey and hear my Mistress say “good boy”. She then ties the bow tie on my neck. “You look wonderful lil one”, She says. “Look at yourself in the mirror”. By this time, I had lost what excitement I had started to feel. I looked at myself, wearing nothing but a bow tie. My Mistress came up behind me and put her hands my ass cheeks, at the same time kissing me on my neck and looking into my eyes in the mirror. She then said, “lil one, you do look so wonderful! My guests will not be able to take their eyes off of you. I will be so proud and they will be so jealous. You are such a good little slut.” With those words I could feel my excitement growing and my Mistress could see it for herself. She reached around my body and held my growing cock. She said “That is nice! I want you excited for my guests to see. I want them to know what you desire and I want them to know that you are my slut boy and excited for each and every one of them to be here. I want your juices to run……your cock to drip and drool all evening. What a wonderful sight you will be!” “Now it is time to greet our guests, lil one~” My Mistress took my by the hand and lead me to the dining room where she sat at the head of the table. I noticed a pillow on the floor next to her chair and at the same time I heard her snap her fingers and point at it. I immediately knew what She wanted of me and knew that was my place…..I knelt next to Her on the pillow and got as comfortable as I could. To this She patted my on my head and said “you are such a good boy”. My Mistress lit a cigarette as she lounged in her chair. She said as she crossed her legs and drew on her cigarette “lil one, a glass of Merlot would be nice”. I knew that although she didn’t tell me to get it for her, she meant that I should, so I got up and went to the kitchen and poured her the wine. When I returned she again was pointing at the pillow, so I placed the wine on the table and returned to my place. Everything was ready. As I looked around for the first time, I noticed there were five other places set at the table and five other chairs. Two chairs on each side and one on the opposite end from my Mistress. Each chair had a pillow like mine next to it. She had told me there would be four other Dommes and one Dom and that they each would have their sub with them. Of the five subs, three would be female and two male. She also told me that She had told them all about me. These were the things going through my mind. I was trying to remember everything She had said. Although still quite nervous, I was also excited about our party, which was obvious from the state of my cock. It seems the state of my cock always gives the state of my mind away. I could feel the heat from my blushing face as I made this silent observation. About five minutes had passed since we had taken our places when I heard car door closing outside. My heart beat quickened. I have never done anything like this before! This was all new to me! I have never even met anyone in the lifestyle yet other than my Mistress! How can I go through with this! I wanted to run! I wanted to hide! My Mistress must have sensed my panicked urgency, for it was at this moment she reached down running her fingers through my hair and spoke in a soft, calm voice saying “lil one, this is our night. Be yourself, but do as you are told. I will be by your side throughout and will make you do nothing that will hurt you. Trust me lil one to look after you. I promise you will enjoy the evening more than you could imagine. I know I will.” As I calmed down once again, the door bell rang. My Mistress said “lil one, it is time you greeted our guests. Please show each of them to the table”. At that I stood and walked toward the door imagining what I would look like to them as I opened the door wearing only a black bow tie. As I opened the door I could again feel my face glowing red from humiliation, but I could also feel my cock standing straight out. When I opened the door, I was somewhat shocked to see two ladies dressed in formal evening gowns. Although I had not thought about the proper dress for such an event, such formality came as a surprise, but I suppose it shouldn’t have for my Mistress was dress to the nines and for that matter, I guess a black bow tie was pretty formal for myself. These two women were followed by two other women who were nicely adorned, but were not dressed as if for an evening out on the town. As I welcomed them, one of the ladies spoke and said “you must be the little one we have heard so many good things about”. I was proud and flattered but unsure if I was to answer, so I just smiled and asked that they follow me. As I walked toward the dining room, I could feel all eyes staring at my ass. Again I blushed and thought to myself, I may be blushing all night. As the two guest took their place at the table, their subs took their places on the pillow beside them. My Mistress held up her glass of wine and nodded to me. I knew she wanted me to get the wine and serve her guests. As I poured the wine the door bell rang again. I needed no instruction. I immediately went to the door only to find the other six of our guests………two other ladies dressed in a similar manner and a very distinguished looking man wearing black dress slacks and a black dress shirt. These three entered and behind them were three others that were obviously their subs. Two of the subs were males and one was female. They all smiled at me as they entered. I nodded and smiled back, feeling more and more comfortable in my dress and role. I again asked all to follow me to the dining room and again felt all eyes, but this time I felt the eyes of those seated staring at my cock, as those I was leading were staring at my ass. My face was flushed again and I glanced at my Mistress. She was staring into my face and smiling with pride. Her smile was a gentle and loving smile which made me again feel calm and comfortable. I couldn’t help but smile back and look down in submission. I needed no direction. I immediately poured wine for all and took my place back by my Mistress’ side. As soon as I was comfortable she reached over the arm of her chair and placed her hand upon my head. I knew this was her way of rewarding me for a job well done. I wanted to please her even more now that she seemed so happy with my actions. As the guests spoke, I could see the other subs and it seemed all eyes were on me. Well, I was new to all this. I am sure the other subs knew each other. I wonder to myself what they have heard about me? I wonder what they think about me? Do they know what to expect for the evening? Why am I the only one naked?, was my next thought. Does my nakedness have some meaning? I again was feeling my uneasiness beginning to rise again and at that very moment, I felt my Mistress hand on my shoulder. I looked up and my Mistress said, “lil one we have a long evening in front of us, so we should begin our meal”. I rose and went to the kitchen and began serving the meal. I no longer was thinking of my nakedness, but instead began wondering what She had planned for the “long evening in front of us”. The dinner passes quickly it seems since I was serving all. It appeared all were enjoying themselves and the food. The exchange of conversation never let up. About the time I had finished serving all one last glass of wine, my Mistress said in a loud voice that they all should adjourn to the living room for the “much anticipated dessert” of the evening. At this seeming lighthearted statement, I head all giggling and laughing. I didn’t know what it meant, but felt certain this was a reference to what the “long evening” would hold. My Mistress instructed me to clear the table and as soon as I finished to bring in the dessert. I do as instructed bringing in the trays of erotic foods……….mostly fruit, honey, warm chocolates and whipped cream. As I enter I notice all eyes are on me, everyone is smiling a wicked smile and only whispers and giggles are heard. Weird, I think, but my cock starts to give me away again as I anticipate some surprise involving me is nearing. After putting the spread of desserts on the large cocktail table in the center of the room, I take my seat at my Mistress’ feet as are the other subs. Everyone is looking toward me and still smiling. I feel my cock getting harder and harder as if it knows of what is to come. I feel my precum seeping from the slit. My face is glowing again and I look to the floor. My Mistress hands me a bowl of grapes and tell me to peel one for her. As I peel grape after grape for my Mistress to suck on, everyone else eat their desserts, drinks their wine and talks. After a few minutes, my Mistress says she is full and asks me to go fetch her small play bag. At this, I feel a cool wash of fear run through me, yet again, I also feel extreme excitement come over me. I am sure the other could recognize this as my cock again betrayed me. I obeyed and promptly returned and knelt. My Mistress had not told me to watch, so I diverted my eyes to the floor. As I watched the floor, I could hear much chatter in the room. I tried to listen to all the guests. I also tried to pay special attention to my Mistress at the same time. As I am kneeling, looking at the floor and desperately trying to hear what is said, I feel my Mistress’ fingers near my ears. Oh, my god, she is putting ear plugs in my ears! Why is this?, I think. What is going on? What don’t they want me to hear? Then all of a sudden I feel the band of some sort slip over my hair and I see the black leather of a blindfold just before experiencing total darkness. I am alone now. I can hear nothing…..no one. I can see nothing…..no one. All I have are my thoughts now. I have no idea of what is to happen. I fear the unknown. I feel so bare. I am at the mercy of others. These are my thoughts. I am so scared, I can’t even move. I now think back to my Mistress’ words. She said to trust her. She said she would not let anyone or anything hurt me. She said she would look after me. She said I would enjoy it. But, where is she now? Has she left me? It was at this thought, when I felt a hand upon my cheek. It was Her hand! I could tell because I could smell the perfume she always wore. She was petting me as she had done so many times before. She was calming me. My anxiety was decreasing. I was feeling more and more comfortable with the situation the more she touched me. She softly touched my cheek, my hair, my neck and shoulders. She was with me and I was with Her. This feeling was very exciting to me and cock grew, again giving my thoughts and feelings away. She continued to touch and pet me, running her hands over my chest, back and stomach. I was in heaven! My cock was standing at attention and drooling. I could feel it oozing and running down the shaft. I felt my Mistress’ hand gently squeeze my balls. My cock twitched and precum flowed. I could feel my mistress’ fingers at the base of my cock. She then slid them upward along the shaft. I could feel her finger upon the head, wiping and skimming the precum from my cock. My cock seemed to get harder, if that was possible and I felt cum begin to ooze that much more. I felt my Mistress touch my cheek again only this time, I felt her thumb on one side of my face and her four fingers on the other. She then squeezed my face, making my lips open. I then felt my Mistress’ fingernail from her other hand touch my lips and move inward. I opened my mouth. Her fingers continued inward and I felt a slick substance on her fingers. I knew what She wanted. I licked her fingers. I tasted my precum. It was not at all what I had imagined. It was neither distasteful nor salty. It was kind of sweet and slick. I licked until she removed her fingers slowly, still holding my mouth open. I then felt her breath and smelled her perfume come closer. Her tongue entered my mouth and danced with mine. We savored and shared my cum as if it were honey. I am extremely excited knowing my Mistress is there directing all, but at the same time I am feeling great anxiety not able to hear what is being said, not able to see what is going on, not knowing what is to happen next. Time is as if it is standing still. I hear nothing, I see nothing, I feel nothing. All I have right now are my thoughts, my fantasies, and my anxieties. I think "What is to happen next?". ........to be continued.
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