Owner4SexSlave
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Joined: 4/4/2007 Status: offline
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I'm amazed by the number of profiles and things I read at times. Things that feel and seem a bit more like fantasy. Prospective slaves/sub that are longing to become and treated like worthless shit, nothing but a life of abuse and use. On the contrast those who want to be totally loved and valued, what I call the loved service slave. Whatever happened to something called a well rounded or grounded slave mindset? Somebody who's actually into being a slave and not something that demands to be chained to the basement walls 24/7. Multifunctional, Multiple use, reality based slavery is where my mindset is at! Wow, I read things and I'm just amazed at times. Is it too unrealistic to look for somebody that desires to serve anywhere, everywhere? OK, I'm know I'm very sexual, kinky and all that. But, come on! There are other things in life, other interests. I'm not into doing the abuse use fucktoy thing 24/7, or having somebody chained up waiting for me to come back and use them. Mind you at times, I enjoy doing that. But not to the point there that's a constantly daily activitity or routine. If I want to use somebody for sex, I desire that. If I want to reach out and caress the side of somebody's face, it's because I want to. Basically, if I am in an affectionate mood, I will want somebody to take affection out on! If I'm in a sadist mood, I want somebody I can flog, spank or do sadist things to. If I'm horny yes somebody to fuck. If I feel tense and in need of a massage, somebody that will massage me. If I am hungry, then somebody who can serve me. Hell, just bringing me a cup of coffee and small stupid little things. Things that are part of day to day life. If I go out somewhere, somebody who will come with me. Somebody who can keep me company, Yes, Somebody who can Entertain me! Oh wait, perhaps somebody I can Entertain. OK, let say, I know there's a creative side! They enjoy drawing, art and such. I love to take and shape and mold, one's natural talents. GGgrrrr... Shaping and Molding of another persons life. Personal Growth and Development, stuff like that. Could be as simple has having them take classes, or learn new skills. Ok, aspects of things that are bit like Daddy Dom. Yes, I might fuck 'em, beat 'em and abuse 'em, but there are other things I want to do as well. I find it difficult to entertain thoughts of owning somebody who just wants to get beat, fucked and used daily and that is it. They think that is what True Ownership is about? Perhaps it is for them. But my views are a little more expanded but that limited mindset. In Many ways, I guess, yes I have a streak of Daddy Dom in me, and I play that role at times because I enjoy it! Yes, because I enjoy it. Dugh! It's really is about me having a hand in the way your are molded and shaped as a slave and as a human being. I am digressing with this rant. There are days, when I myself seriously question where the Hell I fit into the lifestyle at times, when it comes to these things?
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