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adorableisotope -> My turn! (6/11/2008 10:19:26 PM)
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Since you can certainly check out my profile for a list of my interests, I'll just introduce my vagueries here.
I'm into BD, but not so much the "scene." Anything that's a scene seems to turn into a world of politics and backstabbing. How should I put this nicely... It becomes high school. For so many people that claim high school as the worst years of their lives, I don't understand why the repeatedly and repetitively reenact them whenever placed in a large social setting.
I have dominant ideas, but am I a dom?
I like to be submissive, but am I a sub?
I seem to walk a fine line instead of being a true switch. For me, personally, the important things in enacting these torpid fantasies is the gratification. And by saying that, I'm not saying that I'm solely interested in sex. I'm saying that the closeness and bonds that grow, and the experiences that flourish from these meetings, are the important part. Oh, and yes, the sexual gratification. :p
I'm not sure I could commit to being lifestyle. I love a LOT of submissive activities, but my brain... my brain is overpowering. I have such an indomnitable will that I don't think even the best domme could truly break me. And to be broken, what would I become? Some people say that to gain it all you have to lose it all, but I've been down that road before and it was a road to ruin for me.
For some reason, whenever I mention things like these, I seem to get branded as a tourist. Maybe I'm confused, but if I'm having kinky sex every night and you're having kinky sex every night, how does it make it any different that I'm not owned or an owner? (Not that I'd be opposed to that sort of thing, mind you, it's just not something currently happening. [Nor is the kinky sex and romance! Oh, woe is me, indeed!])
Hm, for some reason I seem to be getting rather wordy tonight.
Let me summarize my existence by saying that I'm an outright kink and I'm adorable and you have to love me because I said so. ;)
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