DesFIP -> RE: Coming home (6/18/2008 12:02:37 PM)
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He's the one who's away mostly, not me. And being away, even due to work or illness seems to trigger my abandonment button. The longer we're parted, the more wary I am when we get back together. He's real good about dragging me into his arms and not letting go until I can relax and trust he won't suddenly disappear. Same thing if we haven't been able to play in a while, he'll just grab a scarf from the bedside table and blindfold me or tie my hands. Having it happen unexpectedly means I don't get anxious about how well I'll handle it. And frequently once he's got a scarf or two on, then he'll pull out the bag. What serves as anticipation for most translates to performance anxiety for me
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