eyesopened
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Joined: 6/12/2006 From: Tampa, FL Status: offline
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For me, pain hurts. i suffer. my Master enjoys that. The more i suffer, the more He enjoys it. The more He enjoys my suffering the more aroused He is. The more He is aroused and enjoying me, the more i become aroused and the more i enjoy His energy. i need Him to be in that aroused and excited state so that energy is transferred to me. It is that transfer of energy or whatever one calls it, that i crave, need, desire, long for, am damn near addicted to. my body does not produce endorphins in response to pain. It is never my own subspace that i seek by submitting to the pain. It is that contact high i get from the response of my Master. i don't know if there is a word for how i feel.
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