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MsStarlett -> RE: What got you intrested? (6/25/2008 6:12:31 AM)
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My best bud Oderus continually telling me "You should be a Domme! You're a natural! Just try it, you'll LIKE it!"
I kept saying "No, no, no. I'm not really like that." All the time I kept thinking Hollywood's version of a Dominatrix in head to toe stretch vinyl, carrying a whip and torturing people for spite. (See the Bitch from Hell thread) I'm a very sweet, kind and loving person. I'm not like that.
Odie would grin his evil, knowing grin and give me that look of his. He would smile, "Yes, but you've got that touch of evil in you. I see it. I know it's there. You can't hide it from me." This argument went on for years!
He kept goading me... "I've SEEN you in action. I KNOW what you do with your boy toys. The simple fact that you keep boy toys is the first step. Look what you did to Tim! Look what you do with all of your toys! .... Just HIT one of them. I know you want to! You will not want to stop."
Ok. He was right. When I spoke to him after my first 'proper session' about how amazingly HOT it was and how much fun I had... He laughed so hard he couldn't breath. Then he talked me into joining this site. He laughed "Look at 'em! Subs are everywhere. They'll line up to beg you to hit them. You don't have to work so darned hard to find one. They'll hunt for YOU! And the best part is you don't have to have sex with any of them if you don't want to. No more playing temptress to get what you want. Just TAKE it from them. Beat them. Use them. Toss them aside. They'll adore you for it! Pick and chose the ones you want. Ignore the rest."
Right again.
I really shouldn't give a male Dom so much joy. The man is becoming impossible to live with. Every time I see him he just giggles with delight "I LOVE training Dommes. Now bring your favorite toy up here and I'll teach you some new tricks." I'm going on Sunday.
It's all Odie's fault. It was always 'in me'. It just took a good mentor to tell me it was OK to let it out. I needed someone to help me finally admit what my true desires were and let go of the Baptist upbringing that had pounded me into believing that 'good girls don't that'.
All male subs may now send your "Thank you" notes to Oderus.
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