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hissweetgirl -> Paws at her shiney new collar (7/6/2008 6:43:50 PM)
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I was starting to give up hope. Just out of a 4 year relationship that ended rather poorly, i got flooded with offers from all kinds of people, men and women from every age range and all over the world. Unfortunately i found that most of these were a load of crap and got very discouraged. i was going through a really rough time in my life and looked to some newfound friends for support, one of them took quite a liking to me and i to him and we started talking about meeting in person. We planned out weekend and the Tuesday before it was to happen, an old flame was rekindled in his life and it was an opportunity he would have been stupid not to have taken. Much to my discouragement, this meant i was left out in the cold again. i was starting to hit it off with a few people and they all turned out to just not be right for me. had my heart broken and broke a few myself by denying offers to be considered. Out of nowhere, came Andrew...
We had been talking for a month or so as friends and since he lives on the other side of the country, i didn't even consider the possibility of us working out. i was seeing a counsillor for some anxiety issues (panic attacks) and he encouraged me to re-arrange some stuff with my education to make my life a lot easier, he also reccomended getting away from my parents if possible since they're big stressors in my life. Andrew was already starting to talk about flying me down to see him but i thought that there was no way he was serious. Sure enough, when i got home from the counsillor that friday afternoon, he started looking at tickets. i absolutely couldn't believe it! By Sunday afternoon the tickets were purchased, i was leaving on Tuesday. It was all happening so quickly. We sent text messages back and forth before take off, after my first flight landed and i was waiting for my next, and he was at the airport when i got there (even though he said he wouldn't be because of work... he took a half day to be there)
i finally set eyes on him, he greeted me with the warmest kiss, his hands holding my face. All i could think was that i was kissing a guy i had never even met, and i was okay with that. He took me to the movies, and then home. He used me that night, and the next morning, we cuddled, talked and watched movies... a few days later i became his, and tomorrow i start my job here... i'm staying for the summer and coming back after i graduate from college next year. Every day i love him more, i long to please him more, i become even more and more his. He's already taught me so much, and i have so much more to learn. He uses me every day, always a challenge in some way, always teaching me, making me grow and i'll tell you with the upmost honesty... i've never been happier in my whole life! my panic attacks have subsided and i feel more at home here than i ever did at home. A good friend reminded me that "home is where the heart is" and i finally found where my heart belongs :)
i hope this story warms your heart as it does mine, and i only ask you to belive that fairytales do come true
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