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First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 4:44:34 AM   
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I was, and still am, so overcome with excitement and joy; and, yet I feel so taken back by the experience.

I had never orgasmed before. Big shocker? Maybe not. There are women twice my age who have never known the pleasure, but I experienced it for the first time last night.

A nice, long shower, a phone to my ear (in a plastic bag mind you, I'm no dummy), fingers at play, and a sexy sadist voice telling me a good story...
A delicious combination was at work.

I had, had no anticipations or expectations last night. Generally I will masterbate for the sheer fact that I enjoy it, so in no fashion was I prepared for what happened.

Usually my arms will lock, my body will shake, and I have to stop right at that teeny-tiny edge to catch my breath. The feelings fade before I can invoke them properly, and I can start again. It's a disgusting, cruel cycle of torture I had begun inflicting on myself at age 12.

I know exactly what set me off. I know the exact phrase that had my eyes open wide and my body spasm against my hand; the seal broken.

"You have my permission."

Thank you. Thank you a thousand times.

I started crying out of shock. I had never even asked. I had never thought to ask.
And oh, oh my word, the sounds that came out of my mouth. I don't make those noises! There was a loss of control there that has made me blush to my very core. I'm a shade darker.
My whole world was a mesh of pleasure and heat I had never before experienced; and it brought me to my knees.
(Well, I was kinda already there, but you get the point.)

He claims I have given him a gift, but I am the one who could not stop saying the phrase, "Oh God. Oh God. Oh my fucking God. Thank you, thank you. Oh my God..."

That cherry was long past due, and I am glad to have given it up; especially to him.

I had quite a long recovery period. 45 minutes of shallow breathing and terribly weak knees. Now I know where that phrase comes from.
Oh how embarrassed was I!?
Crawling around in desperation to find some form of t-shirt, after basking in the glow of it all for a while, and trying to force myself up.

It was so incredibly hot in that apartment, and I can swear up and down that something was wrong with the A/C, but that would be a lie after I finally got a good look at it.
Shakey hands, knees, legs. I was just a puddle of undercooked jello.

And, MAN, ice cream has never tasted so good.

I'll be your baby girl. Oh a thousand times over, I will be your baby girl, your pony slut, your dungeon pet, your inspection whore, and your dutiful lover...

However, until then I have but one request for you and your tentacles...

Tell me another story!

 

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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 6:19:42 AM   
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*Snerk*

Alright, I meant to put at the bottom in big bold letters, "So, what was YOURS like?"
  

Come on people, I know you remember. ;)

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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 6:27:06 AM   
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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 6:34:31 AM   
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Status: offline 		That made me cry.
I am happy happy for you. Yes... having no expectations somehow translates into things clicking in to place. Wow I am happy for you!! Now you know it is possible, even if things become difficult again you still know it is possible.

Hearing my owner giving me permission is also the bit that sends me over the edge.


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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 6:38:57 AM   
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Status: offline 		what a wonderful first time, puppen. no doubt this is only the beginning of many many more memorable O's.
(RSSir, you slut..lol)

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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 6:48:48 AM   
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Cami, you have no idea.
For the longest time my therapists and doctors thought I either had one HELL of a mental block, or that I was physically incapable. Maybe now my sex drive will take a chill pill.

I was laughing and crying as the world around me was trying to come back into focus... Poor guy, I don't think I heard the end to the story. *SNERK*

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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 6:51:52 AM   
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Status: offline 		To a degree I totally understand not being able to orgasm. But with me I used to be able to, it is now (probably) due to the multitude of medications I'm on.

I just read your post again, and again it brought a huge smile to my face. I am so happy for you!

Now take your hands out of your pants young lady and get back to work!


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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 7:17:35 AM   
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How did you know what I was doing!?

...Fine...  
Shucks...

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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 8:06:17 AM   
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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 8:16:45 AM   
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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 8:19:32 AM   
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ORIGINAL: purepleasure

* i want a sadist that will whisper hot, wicked things that He/She wants to do to me in my ear*


want gt's phone #?  LOL .....wait you probably already have it!!!


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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 8:48:27 AM   
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Status: offline 		to answer puppen's question...."so what was yours like"...i remember it well.
 
i was 23 years old, the mother of 2 children and i had not ever had physical orgasm...my orgasms were mental and always linked to the man i was fucking. surely, i am not the only one who understands what i am speaking about. am i? 
i wanted a physical earth shattering, body trembling, fucking hot cheeks and tits orgasm.
i had a girlfriend who i just knew was having orgasms, so i asked her about it one day. at the time, i lived on 80 acres of very remote property....she said to me...brenda, go down to the creek and play with your clit until you cum. think about everything you ever wanted done to you sexually and don't come back home until you do!..hmmm, a command and instructions...even if it was my girlfriend...i was off to the creek.........5 hours later, a cunt so swollen that i could barely walk back home, but never to wonder what it felt like to spill over that edge again. 
i am 52 now and i still remember that day so fondly. understanding yourself sexuallly is a most wonderful thing!  
puppen, in all seriousness, what you experienced last night is a sexual blessing....i will guess that when you are 52 you will still remember it.  

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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 8:50:36 AM   
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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 9:06:51 AM   
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surely, i am not the only one who understands what i am speaking about. am i?


nope, and now i know i'm not the only one as well. :)



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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 9:08:58 AM   
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What a perfect way to put it. Thanks for sharing Everhope. =)

Hee-hee, and thank you Sal!

Now, if I could only get my hands out of my pants and work.

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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 9:25:49 AM   
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Status: offline 		Ah, as a treat to myself, more or less, I'll be putting this whole event in a story format.

"Once upon a time..."


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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 9:37:40 AM   
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Alright, I meant to put at the bottom in big bold letters, "So, what was YOURS like?"
  

Come on people, I know you remember. ;)


it was a pleasant suprise, but definitely not wank fodder...this slave had been feverishly masturbating for about 6 years, but there was never the "big finale" until puberty hit at 11, bringing menstruation with it.
 
this slave was alone, hiding under her bed, because she had been caught masturbating before and was punished for it.

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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 9:55:39 AM   
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Dear Puppen,
Sometimes a women just has to come across a man she feels is stronger than her.  This strength makes her comfortable and safe with surrendering… whether it is surrendering to him in person or surrendering to the passion between you in a good story at the end of a cell phone in a warm shower while your nimble fingers execute in real life what is being whispered in your ear as sexual fantasy.   

Sometimes it’s the passion of the connection between people.  Some people in life are rightfully fascinated with only the flesh and not with what one can do with it.  Skin deep so to speak.  You have a very nice figure and a pretty face.  I imagine that by luck of the draw, you get a lot of ‘flesh chasers’ and like your recent experience with torture, it was only skin deep.  Perhaps skin deep just hasn’t been enough to take you “over the brink.”

From what I know of you I see you as a charming, sexy, passionate and very perverted young woman… who spent a lot of time with her hands down her own pants.  You are also very intelligent, mentally and emotionally strong.  Perhaps in your own solo attempts to orgasm you had lacked the passion that comes from interaction and the feedback required to take an intellect such as yours “over the brink.”

Whatever the case may be, I am glad you are cum slut now.   Welcome to the wonderful world of endorphins, hormones and all the emotions and pleasure that will spring from it.  Enjoy the ice cream and your “sexual blessing” little girl. 

Best Wishes,
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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 10:50:43 AM   
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Status: offline 		Puppen that so very awesome.  I'm glad you found it and it was a good one to boot.

In answer to your question, my first orgasm is much less dramatic.  I was climbing a rope.  If anyone has ever climbed a rope I think you get the motion.  Anyway, I nearly fell onto the ground.  I had no idea what it was but I climbed that damn rope everyday for the rest of that summer.  Never did happen on the rope again though.  I didn't figure out what had happened until the following year.  At that point I bought glasses in case I went blind and shaving cream in case I actually did grow hair on my palms and spent as much time as I could in my room with the door locked.

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RE: First Orgasm! - 7/7/2008 10:54:19 AM   
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Status: offline 		With the entirety of my heart, I thank you, Kalon.

I know now what it is to cross that threshold of self-discovery, and I feel a step closer as to knowing who I am and what I want from this world and the people within it.

I feel the glow you have given me will never leave, and my skin, my eyes, and my soul will always show a sparkle of that moment; no matter how completely raunchy the story was that brought me there. For, in actuality, it was you that took me to that place, and it was you who freed me from my own piteous self-oppression.

Even if I can not yet beg your collar properly, to the very core of my being I know you as Master.

I am eternally grateful and contentedly humbled.

I hope these stories are one day coaxed into delicious reality.

May both our hands stay busy,
Celia

P.S. Feck the social life.

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