RiotGirl
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Well i jumped on this post right away. Congrats to the OP on her birthday cutting and everyone else whose had good experiences. Very interesting to know how deeply bonding it is. i'm one of those non BDSM cutters. Self injurer as you all say. Master has never done any cutting on me as we are still working on *me* not cutting. Its been a couple of months actually since i've laid into myself, but it usually is and then i slam into myself, i've scars on my thighs which oddly to me looks like i'm wearing a striped suit. Master says most striped suits are up and down stripes. i've these same "stripes" on my forearm ending by one major scar. As for fading, anyone know a REALLY REALLY good thing to get scars to fade? As i really really really hate these things and wearing shorts leaves me abit embarressed. Stupid eh? i didnt realise how easily i scarred as i dont think it was all that deep to begin with and they were all pretty done with in the same night, cept for the really big one. My personal thing is to punch IE beat on glass until my my skin wears out (like hanging off) or until every tiny shard of glass is red. Yeah, i'm out to lunch. for the x non bdsm cutters out there, how did you stop? Any formula, anything you did instead? As for the ones that are x cutters and do so in a BDSM context any chance anyone think that i could engage in the activity with Master and it might help me in my activity? Sort of a transfer, in a better way, mayhaps giving the control of it over to him?
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