mons
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Joined: 11/16/2005 Status: offline
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hello everyone i am a very caustoius woman. i am this way by things that have happen to me i have mvoe on. i trust in smalls and when i see a man is ready for me to trust him i will. but i made a mistke that could had ,had me kill or harm in some other way. i told this before and i was given good advice but it had not gotten to the point it had gotten too. first i will began with when we started to talk he had a thing about me being a twin, he had this joke that he was servering me and mh twin who was the princess i thought he was joking and laugh it off, he would stop and i would say he was so intelligent and great on subjects i liked . but i am the one who wrote about the man who before he broke into my door i heard a voice say " locked the book " this is nothing knew my twin and i have a gift and this time i felt so,something . he was arrested for drunk driving so he had to go to a class and jail clean up. i did not see him for a very long time. we had went on a date it was nice and fun. so when i did see him he came over and to all who believe in something is so wrong i looked at his face and i saw something that scare me so bad i would not go anywhere with him. his eyes look as if they were coming out of his head i was in such shock he look at me scared and this was something that happen to me before and i could not bring myself to go near him. it is so strange . he also had the ideal he would live with me and my twin in the other bedroom he made plans on painting and wild ideals of everything he thought he would do. now i walk with a cane i think he had the ideal that i was a disable person who was so lonely that i needed him . how wrong he was, and he would try to include my twin in everything we were going to do. that included BDSM . which is crazy . no way would i do that she is not like me we are two different people. . i am a person who will not lie trust is so important i had him in lies we went pass his home and it was a blue home the day before i ask him what color is your home his said "white " i said it is blue that is the home you pick out . once i told some woman i know about him this was when he was being sweet and kind . he blasted so high and told me never to tell anyone about him ever , ever now that was so stranger who in the world does not speak normal things about the man . these things work on my gift of knowing something was deadly word i am not a weak woman i raise my son and my nephew and my niece with my twin alone no help just us and we did not date. becasue if a man had come into out place and hit one of the childern it would had been hell. so we stay single. everyone he scared me silly he is one of these fake people he said to me i have all of the things we need i brought them . i said you need to buy new ones. he had wild tales of what happen to him if he had truly been a slave he would had never act the way he did . he called me a bitch why? i ask him what he was cooking for twin and i for desert and scream and just curse and said thing i had not heard .he know that that word was something i hated but he had not respect for me and i had not feeling or respect for him i did until he went nuts oh the things he said he had he brought over a home made and it was bad foggier i was shock he brought me leather boots that was nice but something was so wrong with everything . i wanted everyone woman and man to watch out for fakes like this it is a dangerous thing . he wanted to hurt Me he dissected me by subjecting that my twin join in sick for me some may want they fmaily in this i do not . i am so happy i have nothing to do with him . there are so many wonderful males out there and i will never settle for anything else . oh the moent i said when will i see you home this was a day before he blasted off cursing i have not heard see him at , so my tale is watch please ( i lost my trust ) i call to him for about 2 years i am ok and wow so glad i will never speak to him again please gave you thoughts on this i will take ' with help and just how to not make this happen about when i am wrong i am say i am wrong thank mons
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