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MsKayDee -> Drunken stooper, are you responsible for what you say? (7/14/2008 7:08:58 AM)
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It all started with his drinking Saturday evening about 9pmish. He texted me until 1:45 Sunday morning. I finally had to cut the phone off. There were several messages that were fuck you. There were messages that I just needed to be with you because he couldn't give me anything but one of my new friends could. There were messages that made me feel like I wasn't good enough for him. There were messages that he wasn't good enough for me. Then there was one of the final messages that said and I quote Hell, I'm letting you go to be with her. That was like a knife in my heart leaving me to bleed to death.
Yesterday after church, he texted me that he felt better. He said he said some "really dumb shit" last night. He told me he could have killed his friend and I told him that it was ok because he'd killed me instead. I told him that in his drunk stooper that it was obvious that his true feelings came out. I told him that I was very angry with him, this time more so than the only other time I've been angry at him. He apologized. He said he didn't know what else to say. I told him not to say anything else to me unless he meant it. The thing is I forwarded all of the messages to him that he texted to me and he doesn't remember sending them to me. I told him that he needed to sit down, shut up and listen to me because it was my turn. I told him that I didn't care that he was drunk, he had let me go. There was silence and yes, I think there was a little sniffling on the phone. After a silent pause HE asked ME what now. I told him that he could either decide to make this work or not. The ball was in his court.
So are you responsible for what you say, text or otherwise communicate to your sub/slave when you're drunk?
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