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sheffieldsubhub -> I will find out in 2 hours. (7/26/2008 10:47:14 AM)
Hello everyone. I found this site after checking what my wife had been up to on "my" computer. We both have submissive tendencies, but we have seldom got together on this. She loves sex with arrogant, dominant men, mainly body builders. I love her telling me about it, even though she only reveals the nicer experiences, but I find out the rest from her diaries. Unknown to her, I have cravings to be humiliated by older men. Many years ago I met, separately, two much older men who were totally straight, but stripped and humiliated me while I told them about my wife. Actually, I find that being seen naked by another man is the complete humiliation for me - well up to now anyway. Recently, I decided I needed to find something for myself again. I have been corresponding with a man who is a year older than me, and lives a long way from my home. I have told him things which I shouldn’t have, in fact I have told him things that I shouldn’t even know myself. A week ago the man I have been corresponding with informed me he is visiting my home town, where he used to live. Soon he is moving back for good. He said he wanted to meet me tonight, the last day of his vacation. I know he is bi-sexual, but wasn’t sure of his intentions. Unable to wait a week, I pushed for a mid-week meeting and he invited me to visit him. I drove over on Wednesday evening. We chatted for half an hour, a bit about my wife, a bit about me. I felt a little uneasy but it didn’t appear he had any intentions towards me. In fact he appeared to be a very decent, normal guy. Then he suddenly suggested that it was time for me to leave. Fair enough. I was relieved and felt that my cravings to meet an older dominant man were now dead, possibly for good. On Thursday morning I logged on to my computer to find an e.mail from the man. He was asking if I wanted to meet again to feel the soft warmth of his cock against my lips. Err, no ! As I read on he talked about me sucking his cock, and then sucking it again, as he would chose whether he should come in my mouth or over my face. He made comments about me not being able to satisfy my wife, so I may be better at satisfying him. I was well and truly disgusted, but my cock was twitching in my pants. I replied that I would think about it, safe in the knowledge that he would be gone in a few days, at least for a few months. Later came his reply. He informed me that he knew lots of things about me, and even more about my wife, and he advised me not to cross him. He went on to say that sooner or later I would be feeling his cock inside my mouth. He encouraged me to accept that fact, and that he will meet me for another chat and tell me what he expects of me. Then he ordered me to call him “Sir” in future e-mails, and that he demands my respect and obedience. My cock sprang to life when I read that. One of the previous men I had met demanded I call him Sir, but I just couldn’t do it. He spanked me a few times but then gave in. Finally, he said I was to meet him as previously arranged on Saturday evening, and that he would tell me where and when. I decided to ignore this e.mail. But after 24 hours I gave in and relied “Yes Sir, I understand”. Big mistake !!! His reply was that I should meet him at a park on the other side of town at 8.40pm. I was to drive into the public car park where he would be waiting. He added that he expected me to be “very clean” and to wear very loose clothing. Well, I am always very clean. The loose clothing worried me. The only reason I could see was that my clothes would be coming partially off, and that they needed to be loose because we would be outdoors…. Or in a car ? I checked out the park on an internet search, and there were references to it as being a pick up place for gay men. I had visions of him taking me to the public toilets after dark and stripping me naked and sharing me with the local gays. I was very worried. Was he just giving me what he thought I needed, a fright, humiliation on-line, or was he deadly serious ? I didn’t want to reply, but I thought I needed to ask a few questions. He replied with some annoyance - the park was just a meeting point, we would then find somewhere safer for both of us. He told me that the clothes needed to be loose for “access”, and that we were meeting for his pleasure, not my insecurity. He didn’t answer my question about whether I needed to call him Sir in real life. I told him it would be very difficult for me. He didn’t tell me whether I would be sucking his cock outdoors or in his car, and he didn’t tell me why my body needed to be accessed. The clock was ticking very slowly. Eight hours to go. I tried to have a sleep because I didn't sleep last night. Four hours, now two. I have never sucked cock, never even touched one. But what else. Stripped outdoors ! My heart is racing.If anyone is interested, I will post my experiences tomorrow. Good or bad. I hope this will be the start of something special in my life. But I am not confident !

camille65 -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/26/2008 11:43:26 AM)
Oh that made me sad. You wrote a very long and heartfelt post about something that is deep inside of you which is brave. But to go behind your wife and have sex with a guy to satisfy yourself? Is it worth your marriage and the trust that your wife has in you? Please be careful, not just of the physical ramifications but also the emotional ones. Are you being selfish?

gentlemandom507 -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/26/2008 11:53:05 AM)
Like many of us .."we" all have hidden desires that may or may not come to furition, in addition to the actual act of going through with it..but like most ..in the midst of our hectic lives..we all search for that one ..glimpse or validation that this fantasy of ours can be a reality. Sheffield, I would encourage you to go with your own flow..in accordinance to ..respect of ones self is not out weighted by the need for humiliation ..if this is what you want and you have taken the time to meet the requirments of your "Sir" well..as long as your happily satisfied..so be it ..but remember the other side of the coin,,thier is another member of your whole...your "wife"..so tread lightly ..and realize the issues that may or may not come up..good luck to you ..sheffield. D"

camille65 -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/26/2008 12:41:12 PM)
Being happily satisfied.. can come at the cost of another persons happiness. Gods knows that I understand what it is like to be in a marriage where you can't be happy or satisfied. It can be miserable and incredibly lonely. I also know what it is like to step outside of marriage and it can change your life in ways never anticipated. Just be sure that what you risk, is worth giving up.

wandersalone -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/27/2008 3:28:31 AM)
How did it go?

subswalow -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/27/2008 11:01:09 AM)
Bird: Does anyone else have a really bad feeling about him meeting this guy?

LotusSong -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/27/2008 12:39:00 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: subswalow Bird: Does anyone else have a really bad feeling about him meeting this guy? It could have gone a number of ways. It might have gone as planned and he's disappointed or it could have gone swimmingly and he is now having issues with feelings every time he sees his wife, or the guy might have been not what he imagined, the guy might have been a mugger and played his victim well, so many things... I do hope for the best outcome for him.

LotusSong -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/29/2008 8:53:00 AM)
.. the crickets chirping in the silence is madening.... [sm=cactus.gif][sm=runaway.gif] (if nothing else.. it was one heck of a good story [;)])

wandersalone -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/29/2008 9:36:04 AM)
hmmmm his profile isn't found....I guess he wasn't murdered (I hope) as it is unlikely he would have thought to delete his profile before it happened.

LadyPact -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/29/2008 10:09:52 AM)
Sorry, folks, but I'm going with fiction. Sometimes, the best a person can achieve, other than actually fulfilling a fantasy, is to simply write about it. Rather good method used, actually. No tangible evidence left behind that a hand written copy could be found. Nothing on the computer drive. Simply, the creation and deletion of a profile, that no one around him will ever know existed.

LotusSong -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (7/29/2008 12:14:56 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: LadyPact Sorry, folks, but I'm going with fiction. Sometimes, the best a person can achieve, other than actually fulfilling a fantasy, is to simply write about it. Rather good method used, actually. No tangible evidence left behind that a hand written copy could be found. Nothing on the computer drive. Simply, the creation and deletion of a profile, that no one around him will ever know existed. He was gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood! (Hmmm maybe he decided to soak cork instead.)

sheffieldmale53 -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (8/25/2008 7:53:35 AM)
Hello all.... yes it's me, sheffieldsubhub. Yes I did delete that profile because I did at the time feel disgusted with myself. A few weeks later though and I feel differently. Firstly, thank you for the warnings about risking my marriage. I would estimate that my wife has been unfaithful with well over 1000 different men in our earlier marriage. And a few women as well. Some just sex, some with her as a submissive. I struggled with that in an ever changing relationship. Sometimes she would taunt me with details, sometimes we would have sex afterwards. I do know my wife and while she wouldn't really be interested in what I get up to, she wouldn't take it to heart either. So the meeting. I got changed on the way into a loose t-shirt and jogging bottoms and then got a bit lost, arriving just in time. The man I was meeting was stood waiting and suggested we go for a walk. It was still light, with a few people in the park. We went on a very long walk. First thing we passed were the public toilets, I felt sure we were going in there. I nervously tried to make a bit of conversation but was met with silence. We passed the toilets and went into a dark wooded area following a courting couple, and then turned off. My jogging bottoms were a bit too loose and I was having to hold them up. I expected being diverted off the path into the woods, but no. On round a lake, past fishermen, and finally back towards our cars, which was a relief. I would gladly have gone home then. I was told to follow in my car, and when he stopped I was to get out and lock my car and get in his car. When he stopped there was another man sat in a car, but that was just a coincidence. Off down some dark lanes as dusk turned to night. I tried to think of my wife being in this situation with various men. Finally into the entrance to a field. I was told to get on my knees in front of my seat, and then to undo "Sirs" trousers (no he didn't make me say Sir, I wasn't really allowed conversation). I was told to suck and bite his nipples, work my way down and then to take his cock in my mouth. As I sucked him I was told to pull my trousers down and wank myself - not much effect I'm afraid. He started tweaking my nipples which I hate, a real turn off, and then he wanted me to return the favour and then to lick my middle finger and work it into his bum hole while I carried on giving oral. Unfortunately after a few more minutes I lost it - a hair stuck in the back of my throat caused me to choke repeatedly. I was told that was the end for now, and I was driven back to my car, and told to e.mail and say whether I wanted to continue or not. I chose not. I was told that I had done well for a first time. So, it was reality, I did go through with it. I did regret it, but now I am glad I achieved something, however small. I would like to find someone else - someone who can accommodate, take things slowly and maybe introduce me more to spanking, humiliation, nudity, and see how far we go. Thanks again for the concern.

sheffieldmale53 -> RE: I will find out in 2 hours. (8/28/2008 8:25:52 AM)
Had my second meeting last night, after being contacted in the afternoon. This time it has left me wanting more. It was all arranged very quickly, and the man I met was simply into spanking. As the man I was meeting had explained he was only into therapeutic spankings, I wasn't too worried, although the apprehension was building up as I drove to our rendezvous. In a final e.mail I had asked about restraint and nudity. From what I had been told I doubted either would be used, but the reply hinted that the would, I was also told to wear white underpants if possible. We met at the arranged point, and drove on to my contacts home. After a brief chat, I was told to stand in the corner facing the wall, and that I would be spared any major punishment as I had admitted I needed spanking for my past demeanours. I was stood with my hands on my head for a few minutes, and then had to drop my trousers, eventually take them off along with my shoes, and lie over my dom's lap, where I was given a light spanking, with a few slaps on my bare bottom. I ahd to lie on the fllor, stand up, take my t-shirt off, accept more over the knee spankings, then drop my pants and stand naked, slightly erect, feeling ever-so-humiliated. Another spanking, then to a few different rooms, examined, then tied over two long tables with my cock hanging down between them, and tied arms and legs before more spankings. Yes it was theraputic ! Left me feeling very warm and content. I would have liked it to have been more about why I was being punished, more of an interogation into my past, and perhaps some more physical contact. One problem fort me is that the "dom" talked about taking spankings from others. I am not too sure about "switches", I have met two people now who seemed that they would prefer to be meeting a dom themselves. Confusion ! But I think this is the first time I have left a meeting wanting to go on and meet the next person.

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