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sixseven -> RE: CANT TOUCH THIS (11/18/2005 11:02:34 AM)
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ORIGINAL: Mauigurrlxxx
Thanks for your responses, here is the answer to your question. I have been restricted from masturbating completely with or without orgasm. I have also been not had an orgasm or sex for three months and however I was manually brought to orgasm once in the past three months. Prior to that I was allowed to orgasm a couple times a month. No sexual release whatsover is probably my most difficult challenge as well as the fact that prior to my masturbation restriction I was a 3-6 time a day masturbator in addition I used alot of pain to achieve climax so its twinfold restriction for me.
i do feel different people respond differently to this kind of treatment, as indeed we are all different inside or outside of the lifestyle. i began to feel some five years ago that the act of sex had not been particularly what i needed, i was getting pleasure in other ways from my Master....in particular i found myself becoming interested in receiving pain in various degrees and forms, and that virtually always took me to the edge of orgasm, y'know that very second or two before you explode?
i loved been taken there and left, because once over the top i'd lost the mindset.......this way its a constant, and not a transient as i see orgasm.....
i cannot believe that i've actually not missed being allowed orgasm, though when Master has allowed it, it has generally been through other methods than penetration or masturbation........often a pussy whipping or a ginger figging, both of which drive me to distraction........
by the way i have been collared to Master for 5 yrs now and we don't have sex at all, though i have previously been allowed sex outside of our relationship.
and fastlane........i do hope you confessed to the priest!!!
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