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puppen -> Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:17:47 AM)
I don't know what to say. It has been so long, I feel as though my mind has lost sense of the written word and my fingers fall short in expressing the feelings I have been facing, by choice, alone, these days. I did not find the thread in which it was said that I would be dragged back here, "kicking and screaming", but, it is noted and appreciated with a smile. An explanation for my behavior? I don't think one is warrented to anyone but the man who's presence in my thoughts makes my heart beat faster. I could apologize a thousand times, but it would make me feel no better. Is it possible to become more physically ill due to self-inflicted heart-break? I wonder, I wonder. Kalon, Resident Sadist... What I have to say to you is too important to be divulged to everyone on the forums. I only hope I can find the words to say it. ...Anyway. As some of you know, I became very ill, and missed quite a bit of work before and after when the trip was scheduled, and I am very sorry if I caused any worry. Oh, and if one more of you catty bitches sends me a letter saying "YOUR LOSS" or something similar... Well, hah. I guess I can do very little. You are over there, I am over here... We will see. ...RAMBLING. I just don't have the mindset or the words. I'm back. I'm confused. I'm troubled. I'm thinking. I'm observing. I'm learning. I've missed you all.

LadyRainfire -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:20:50 AM)
{{{hugs}}} Welcome back puppen - I hope you're feeling better.

GreedyTop -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:22:16 AM)
welcome back, puppen grope hug

puppen -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:23:43 AM)
Thanks Rain, sweets. Actually... Better in the physical sense, a little. But, it appears I'm running another fever. Looks like I won't be at work very long today. What the hell is the matter with me? ...I hope all is well in the world of Rain!

puppen -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:25:00 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: GreedyTop welcome back, puppen grope hug Returns the grope with a teasing lick Good to be back, sorta. My inbox was crowded with worry. ;( For that I apologize.

purepleasure -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:26:20 AM)
glad to see you back, and hope you feel better soon.

puppen -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:27:23 AM)
Thank you, Pure. Glad to see you. <3

KMsAngel -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:40:14 AM)
PUPPEN!!!! very glad to see you back, darlin! glad to see you spunky (if only in bursts, lol) as ever..... gotten thee to a doctor? i have vegemite (which would, come to think of it, kill any sicknesses) cluttering my kitchen and i have with EXTREME restraint, not even OPENED the tim tams! (the chocolate covered turkish delight didn't fare so well - burp) welcome back sweetie [sm=flowers.gif]

LadyRainfire -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:56:14 AM)
[&o] I offered to relieve you of the foul, nasty, horrible Vegemite, Angel..... Puppen can have the tim tams!

KMsAngel -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 5:59:22 AM)
rofl, yes you did at that. but she wanted some aussie savoury things and that was about the only thing i could see/think of that was savoury and safe to send. most sauces are in glass jars - like all the bush fruits, etc. i have to be careful what i send through as customs may end up nicking it otherwise. they opened up the box with crackers and cereal, for heaven's sake! darlin, would you like me to send you some for a wedding present? hm. could always smear it on lumus (thinly) and lick it off? blech

Kalista07 -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:00:03 AM)
Puppen, i wish i could take the pain You are going through away....Or i wish i could turn back the hands of time and allow You an opportunity to do things differently... Sadly, i can not. What i can do is share my experience with You. i've been in a position where i've allowed myself to become physically sick due to worry and stress over a man.... It's not worth it!! Please begin taking care of Yourself. Do whatever You must do to get better. Whether that means talking to RS, closing the door completly on that relationship, dancing nekkid on national television, whatever it means do it. And please do it soon. i have no idea what happened between You and RS. Nor do i really want to know. i think it's none of my or any one else's business. i'm glad You are back though. i'm glad You are working through what's going on with You. Lastly, no matter what happens between You and RS please know and believe everything will work out for You in the end. i remember a few years ago, when this 'dom' basically just dropped me because i had become the person He wanted me to be and once i was like that He didn't want me anymore. i felt devastated....i felt like the world was going to (or should at least) end...... But, You know what? It didn't.. Not at all...And truth is, that i'm so grateful now for everything i went through in the past....If i hadn't gone through it i don't think i ever would have met such a wonderful man. Please know i'm not in any way suggesting You and RS are over....Hell, i don't even know if You guys were started..... But, i just don't want You to give up hope. Kali {Who's apparently a little too sentimental today}

puppen -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:14:29 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: KMsAngel PUPPEN!!!! very glad to see you back, darlin! glad to see you spunky (if only in bursts, lol) as ever..... gotten thee to a doctor? i have vegemite (which would, come to think of it, kill any sicknesses) cluttering my kitchen and i have with EXTREME restraint, not even OPENED the tim tams! (the chocolate covered turkish delight didn't fare so well - burp) welcome back sweetie [sm=flowers.gif] Aw! I was just thinking about you last night at the grocery store... Where I picked up a box of pistacio pudding! ;) I wonder if I can shove it in a flat rate box? LOL

KMsAngel -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:16:03 AM)
hehe, and my ears were a bit itchy this morning - maybe it was you!

puppen -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:20:29 AM)
Kali, Thank you for your kind words. It means a lot to me to read that message of encouragement. Next week I will be doing quite a bit of the doctor visits, but I can't take anymore bed rest. It's killing me. My mind isn't what it should be, and I'd hate to say something that doesn't need to be divulged, so I'll stop there. But, I love you, you sentimental cuteness. You really made my day. =)

puppen -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:22:39 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: KMsAngel hehe, and my ears were a bit itchy this morning - maybe it was you! You wouldn't happen to like Jello, jello would you? Like, green apple, strawberry...? I have gathered chocolate, vanilla, a cheese cake box, and pistacio. I'll go again this weekend and get some more flavors. I ripped up my credit card. [8\|]

LadyRainfire -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:24:30 AM)
Oy, puppen - ya gots cmail...... (And no, it's not snarky, dammit!)

KMsAngel -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:26:36 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: puppen quote: ORIGINAL: KMsAngel hehe, and my ears were a bit itchy this morning - maybe it was you! You wouldn't happen to like Jello, jello would you? Like, green apple, strawberry...? I have gathered chocolate, vanilla, a cheese cake box, and pistacio. I'll go again this weekend and get some more flavors. I ripped up my credit card. [8\|] credit card? geeze, woman, i don't want THAT much pudding!! i'm going to send you a cmail in a minute as to the rest...

puppen -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:37:37 AM)
No, no.. I just saw my savings account, or, lack of it, and flipped. [8\|]

beargonewild -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:44:33 AM)
Welcome back puppen. Hope you're feeling better soon and sending lots of HUGZ and Gropes your way!.

sirsholly -> RE: Kicking and screaming (8/8/2008 6:55:56 AM)
HUGS TO PUPPEN!!!!!!!!

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