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ginawithaB -> RE: Forced penitration (11/20/2005 12:27:19 PM)
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Rowena, your question is easily answered...yes of course...a big part of M/s for many is humiliation of all sorts. What concerns me tho, is that you seem so uncomfortable with it to the degree that this seems like a very hard limit for you. Perhaps all this was not a hard limit in the beginning, but now it is. If it is, you REALLY NEED to talk to your Mistress about this. You may need to renegotiate some things or you may need some aftercare that she is not tending to, or, bottom line, she may simply be abusing you and you may need to consider getting out of your situation. Abuse is as common as humiliation play. The fact that you are "kept," and by that I mean that you do not have a source of personal income, concerns me as well as the fact that your Mistress has "feminized" you to an extreme degree (read your profile) - and I don't know if you were in agreement at the time that this was done nor do I know how you feel about it now, but having been so young when you went into service to Her, concerns me as well. I wonder whether you were truly able to make a clear, informed decision about entering into service to Her.
I hope you will seriously consider my words and take good care of yourself. Please feel free to email me here if you need to and please continue to reach out to others for help if your situation with your Mistress does not improve.
gina
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