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HighRigger -> Boozhoo. Greetings. (11/21/2005 7:51:34 PM)
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So, Here I am.
I am also new to the lifestyle. I have a whole world to learn about, so, steady as she goes.
Perhaps I am coming into this later on in my life. Better later then never I suppose.
Having spent the last couple of days going through the forums, I am very impressed by the amount of support and informaion I have found here. Very helpful and encouraging.
Since I was in my early teens and discovering the opposite sex, I was always 'haunted' by fantasies of having someone of my very own. To own, to guide, to cherish and keep. There was a moment when I was about 14, when late one evening I was watching some old movie on tv and on screen comes this beautiful woman, a maid, I instantly noticed she was wearing a thin black collar around her neck. My heart fell out of my chest. I have never seen (or just noticed) that before. I carried that image in my mind up until this time (among many others).
All of my relationships have been vanilla. Always holding myself back. Up until the final year of my last relationship, when I started to 'come out' to myself as well as my partner. There is no doubt about it, she was my woman indeed, she openly told my that she belongs to me, that I owned her. Unfortunatly, things wouldnt last too long. And I accept my responsibilty.
My first real look into D/s was a almost 2yrs ago when I stumbled across the writings of one Jack Peacock, I believe he put together the site called 'submissives co-op' which has since been shelved.
I would like to hear from anyone else who has read his work and get some of your feedback on it.
I am especially interested in hearing from other anishnawbe/native people involved.
So, thats a little bit about me. Thanks.
[:D]
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