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stella41b -> RE: Dark but not Miserable (8/29/2008 9:49:32 PM)
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Darkness stillness eyes closed no sound middle of night. Dark night dark room all square no sound no movement eyes closed asleep. Dark night no sound no movement warm bed no moonlight eyes closed just breathing. Warm bed new position dark night no movement all square warm room. Dark night just stillness just room all square eyes closed deep sleep windows closed. Head pillow warm bed eyes closed deep sleep all quiet all square dark room. No light just darkness slow breathing only motion eyes closed deep sleep vivid dream. Dark night no sound no motion eyes closed deep sleep vivid dream buried memories shapes colours. Stillness motionless darkness shapes buildings faces deep sleep forgotten words angry gestures. No tears no sounds just words rapid motion eyes closed buried memories recent events vivid dreams.
Eyes closed vivid dream buried memories recent thoughts past memories angry gestures familiar faces. Familiar faces no sequence just words hidden meanings temper outburst angry gestures mounting tension no response. All square warm bed silent room restless motion eyes closed same faces recent events past memories rapid motion. Piercing eyes angry words restless motion no escape no solution measured approach. Restless motion dark room no light no sound eyes closed tension vivid dreams familiar faces lost memories now close moving hand sudden fear. Eyes open cold sweat fading faces fading memories no words just silence no sound dark room all square outreached hand. Frightened eyes no vision just darkness stillness room all square soft duvet over warm body. Outreached hand soft duvet warm body dark thoughts dark room dark night.
Nothing.
Darkness stillness no sound no motion wrist restraints some excitement bare flesh. Still darkness dark stillness endless waiting restrained wrists eyes closed empty silence just breathing. Darkness stillness soft bed warm duvet bare flesh wrists restrained eyes opened no vision. Darkness stillness approaching footsteps apprehension fear excitement waitng anticipation. Louder footsteps warm presence no speaking eyes opened no vision naked flesh warm duvet soft bed. Own breathing their breathing still darkness warm duvet soft bed wrists restrained eyes closed waiting.
Pause.
Darkness stillness just breathing eyes closed soft bed warm duvet wrists restrained outreached hand removed blindfold. White light white walls cream duvet soft pillows wrists restrained white room all square heavy breathing apprehension fear tension naked flesh rattan cane slight contact. White light white room all square soft bed warm duvet rapid motion short whoosh hard sting fiery pain eyes closed measured breathing. White light whte room all square rapid motion more sting more pain stifled cry eyes closed. Inner tension some release rapid motion sharp sting soft pillow muffled cry short gasp rapid motion and sharp sting again. Eyes open soft pillow just pain naked flesh red weals rattan cane measured stroke. White light white room all square naked flesh red stripes wrist restraints white room white light white flesh rapid motion half strength angry weal sideways motion loud yell soft pillow buried face. Naked flesh tender hand red weals some release wrist restraints close body soft words.. release, unity, togetherness light.
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