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jamesthehumanrug -> RE: horrediously 'nilla and testing the ropes (11/29/2005 1:10:41 PM)
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greetings, lilly heart,
i don't want a top, that was ever a bottom.
humbled? nope,and,no thankyou,based ,on the premiss ,that
,if i was born ,for them ,
and ....,spending all my time trying ,to ,understand them ,
and ,....build my life ,under ,so, to speak;
ready,to die;
planned down ,to hoping i can control, that" last 2 seconds ,of my life "given,to a top....
how would i want someone who saw the, undersoles ,of ,another?
...,in ,other words:
they were concieved ,and ,or really ,not" born, to be top and ,to be served."
i guess ridgid is, as ridgid does;
one inflexable-bottom suited, for an, inflexible-top ,(we'd each get a brakedown,if forced,to be the opposit,)
or you really must be desperate,cant find your true compliment ,or you're,in a bind,or comprimized position,and,cant be choosey?.
don't get me wrong; an undecided,or a switch is ,not unlike bi. ,
both are ,to be considered, by ,both :the a.p.a. (american psychiatric, and, psychological-association's), to be the most "well-ballanced" you can be, but,
preference is an individual thing .
ask a top.
personally:NO;i can't worship a -once bottom -,now top,
....cause,TO ME :
it would be an , only, in the moment thing.
EVERYONE ,THAT KNOWS ME ;WOULD BE LAFFING ;LIKE ANYBODY WOULD ,THAT KNOWS A REAL STAUNCH-RED NECK; STRAIGHT-GUY ;who is GOING ,TO MARRY A TRANSEXUAL ,and, HE DON'T EVEN KNOW ,ABOUT, it ,yet,
BUT, EVERYONE-ELSE laffing DOES!!
,let me clarify,for the record:
i don't agree ,with any descrimination ,against t.s. , either
...it's prohibbited ,in massachusetts,by law now ,since: 2004.
i helped work,on the government organization ,that pushed it ,thru.... the multi-cultural psychological association.
i go ,for the "pure";
or reason, to die, for;....
or i won't die ,at all, to any degree ,for anyone who was once considered less(ie: a bottom).
sure: bottom,in life, (ie:pushed, around the bussiness-world , maybe.... )and ,always a must-be- "top" ; 'shake you ,up ,in bed' kinda' person;yes!
,but,
has, to be 100% no, other way "top/dom" ,
from start ,to finish....the i don't know any ,other way ,to be
more constant ; definate kinda' person,or
don't waste you're time,with me,
unless you're babysitting,
or my real top told you, to be ,on top ,of me.
you gotta' think ,in ,that :....
"what, if you were ,on a dessert - island "
kinda' situation.... would you ,then?
i'd have ,to say:
ya,
and ,only ,cause, before i die ,or ,only ,if i have, to i'm sick ,of coconuts ....
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