DesFIP
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Joined: 11/25/2007 From: Apple County NY Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: DesFIP I think, that although I wouldn't bite if it were me in the video, I wouldn't be too into it. He wants me there and focused on him when we engage, and I want the same. He should be interested in the real me, not in the images in his mind. I think I'd feel hurt. And turned off. my feelings too. I wouldn't bite...but i would be very hurt. I'm a little bit confused over these 2 reactions. Both of you would be hurt if he was getting off on a video taped of the both of you? I feel like a freak because he had taped us many times and yup I watch them and masturbate. My god, watching his face while I'm not being distracted (I am usually so into sensation during our time together there isn't much else in the world at that moment) and seeing his pleasure is just.. yummy. Its an amazing turn on to be watching him making love to me. Its also kind of neat in a voyeuristic way seeing how I react to what he does to me. Watching it by yourself and getting yourself off is one thing. But if I were with him and he wasn't interacting with me, just getting off on the porn on the screen, then why should I bother to stay there in the room with him? There would be no interchange between us, no energy. But I'm not into being objectified, being used as furniture or stuff. Possibly if I did enjoy those things, then I would be able to enjoy this scenario as well.
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