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CrymzonKajira -> A Bittersweet Story With A Happy Ending... (11/30/2005 9:28:27 AM)
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I do wish to introduce myself and tell you of a painful but yet warm and touching story of the two people I have found to be most caring and true. Granted, the Lifestyle situation did not work out. The participants all took away some very valuable lessons.
I recently took the offer of returning home from Master SirSix and his slave Belladonna82, we had spoken many times before this visit on the phone and it seemed to be going well. I was placed under consideration and was planning a weekened visit. Well things went awry in the home I residing in and we needed to push the visit up earlier, no one had a problem with that. So I packed amd moved home, not a visit but a permanenet move.
Upon my first meeting with Bella she was all she had claimed to be, loving, beautiful, exceptionally beautiful, and we had so much in common...
Then we arrived back at their place and I met Master Six, he too was sweet and very giving, they had both welcomed me into their home with open and loving arms. It was if the goddess had finally shined down upon me. The three of us got along very well and Bella and I had so much in likes, our thoughts and feelings and so on...
This went well for a few days till something changed in my mind..not sure what it was, but more details of it are provided under the Poly Lifestyles, section, the post being "New To Poly..Need Advice" the truth comes out there.
Needless to say that the situation took a turn for the worse. I was released and Master Six, also released Bella, she was soon taken back and they have grown closer in their bond, and for this I am very happy. now me, I went about my life in my self imposed punishment, I found a job, and a new residence, not in the lifestyle, just around the corner from them..literally.
I have made public apologies and have been accepted back into Master Six's good graces, not his home or under his collar, but steps towards a friendship.
Bella and I's recovery will take more time if it happens at all. I am making the amends I need to as far as that goes.
The moral of my story as far as anything is even the worst situations, or heartbreaking can lead you on a journey of self discovery...this one did to me. It lead me to find out just who and what I was about. I finally found my true slave's heart, and now I await the chances to prove this .
So yes, as painful as it was, I still love and cherish them both and thank them for helping me to find me...I learned so much for the both of them..
Master Six and Belladonna, You are the reason i sit here today with a new lease on life..Thank You...
Lovingly In Debt-
CrymzonKajira
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