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PeterJay -> Can You see the real me? (9/21/2008 12:59:51 PM)
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Well, after spending some time on the “Last Letter Games” & music posts, etc., i thought it was time to introduce myself. i was introduced to this lifestyle in the late 80’s by my ex-Girlfriend. When She first talked about it, i didn’t realize that i was a submissive. i have always been kind of shy & found it hard to open up and show my true feelings. But the small core group of friends i have, i would do anything for them. i have always been a very caring & giving person. i would be the first one there in someone’s time of need, but never felt comfortable asking for help. In fact i still hate asking for help. So i have been trained (so to speak) to be a pleasure sub. It was never for kinky sex. It's because i enjoyed taking care of Others needs. i have always enjoyed giving the backrubs, foot rubs & general pampering rather than getting spanked. i’m really not a pain sub. Being in love and in a D/s relationship was fantastic. With that kind of trust, i was able to let loose & try more things than i ever dreamed of because i trusted Her with my life (D/s or vanilla). And i enjoyed taking care of her in both lives also. It was much deeper than D/s. Someday i hope to get back to that level of trust & relationship. I am now in business for myself. My full time gig is selling industrial supplies and cutting tools for the metalworking industry. I have been in the same field since 1989 & on my own since 2005. I do have one Domme that buys shrink wrap from me to wrap her sub. I am also in the music business. I manage five local bands, 3 original & 2 cover bands. I help set up & break down the stage, video tape & take pics, sell T-shirts, etc. I’ve also booked shows and have met & worked with some major acts. Someday I’d like to dedicate all of my time to music & get into producing. Right now, i am looking for a D/s relationship that would have trust and hopefully love involved. I have a lot to offer the right Domme. i know She is out there someplace. i just don’t know where.
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