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Daddysredhead -> RE: What are you doing RIGHT NOW! (10/18/2008 4:35:40 PM)
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ORIGINAL: KMsAngel
doesn't appease you?
fantasy vs reality?
i'm lost
Yeah, angel... sometimes, when I tell Him ideas I have, He will think about them. Sometimes, He will do what I have mentioned, sometimes He will not. At times, I've asked why not and He says, "How this plays out in reality may not be what you imagined in your fantasy. Fantasy is safe and controlled by what you allow yourself to think. Reality is where the nerves are exposed and the pain is real, and what you think you're ready for may not be what's best for you. It's My job to do what is best for you, and if I don't think you are ready, then the answer is no."
I've told Him some things recently that He's willing to think about. I have no idea if He's going to "go there" or not. He doesn't always tell me beforehand, like the caning I got 2 weeks ago. I had no clue what He had planned, only that I had asked for it long ago. When it happened, I was thrilled, but it really took me to the edge of myself. Sometimes, frenzy can come back, even 5 years into it. His job is to keep things paced well.
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