Newboyblue
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Hello everybody. Where do I start. At the beginning. I saw a news item about a teacher being sacked for spanking a pupil. Because I thought I knew the person I tried to find more. In doing so found a spanking site. So basically there were videos of young woman being spanked, caned and strapped. So I watched a few. Wow. They really excited me in a way that I'd never felt in a very long time. Talk about raising the dead. I felt really excited.
During the day I remembered an experience from a long time ago. My then girlfriend showed me a 'truestory' letter in a magazine designed for women about a secretary who was spanked by her boss. Both of us it transpired found it engaging. Almost by accident, without thinking about it, in a moment of impetuosity, I put my then girlfriend over my knee and did the same to her. No objection. We never discussed this. However, on later later occasions when we were in bed I would gently (and I mean really gently) spank her until her skin was red. I would then place Nivea on her bottom and rub it in. TI enjoyed this too. This behaviour between us went on for a fair amount of time- maybe 18 month. I found it really erotic. She did the same to me once or twice and my bottom was all of a tinkle - yet it was both pleasurable and erotic. (Is this a normal situation?) This was all done very gentlly and we never spoke about it. But I spanked her frequently and we both found it very, very erotic and relaxing. At a later date she handed me a hair brush and gently does it again.I must say that both of us enjoyed it tremendously - although we never spoke about it. We split up - I got a job in a differnt place. In retospect I treated her shabbily and I feel ashamed at how I treated her. In terms of our behaviour - spanking each other - we were (in retrospect) too young, inexperienced, too naive to really understand what we were doing or experiencing.
Although, I am still naive inthese matters I have given the matter a lot of though and I would really like to gently spank somebody. I would prefer to use my hands. I want to be gentle. I need gentle guidance in this. (I would use straps and canes if the other person wanted - but I want to move consensully and slowly on this). I have tried to spank my partner but when I have tried she has responded very violently and aggressively. She is a very restrained person and I wouldn't like to press her because I understand how she is and I get the picture. Yet, deep with in me I feel that I/we are missing out. There's a field of human sexuality being denied to me. Iwant to use hands. (But am willing to try other things at some other point) I would also like a gentle spanking my self. At some point I might like to be strapped but not violently so -just to see what it is like. I want to do this in a consensual relationship with someone I can talk to and whose company I want to enjoy.
I know deep within myself that I want to spank somebody. The though excites me. I prefer female company. The perosn does not have to be young. How normal am I? Am I just feeling the eroticism and excitement of something new/ Where I can I meet like minded. I've given this deep thought and I need to be with someone experienced. As for my self I'm 50, not slim, not the world's best looking person. But I'm well educated and can hold a conversation. Any advice, information would be greatly received. Although I would like a partner I am proceeding slowly and cautiously. But I do want the experience. I live in North -west of England. I'm so new to this that I am unfamiliar with all the terminology. Understand munchies as a meeting place/time.
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