CallaFirestormBW -> RE: Any atheists here? (10/4/2008 6:22:51 PM)
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ORIGINAL: MistresseLotus I find those that "swear there ain't no heaven, pray there ain't no hell..." Actually, I don't pray -- I don't beg some ethereal force, regardless of its existence or not, for what I don't have. I don't plead for different circumstances than the ones I am in. I don't fear death (and yes, I've faced it straight on, and do currently, as someone who lives her life with an incurable illness that will progressively and painfully end her life). I don't believe in heaven or hell. I work hard to figure out how to fulfill my desires for this life, plan so my companion will not have undue hardship when I die, and try to make sure that my kids have a head start to fulfilling their own dreams. I have no fear that -maybe- there is a hell, and as hard as my life has been, I've never broken down and begged for some imaginary 'force' to make everything all better and remove my responsibility for the decisions I make and the life I shape. I do, however, believe in everyday miracles, and in the power to face one's life head-on, regardless of the comparative 'reality'. I've been destined for death since the day I was born. We all are. I chose, years ago, not to get mired down in fear of something that I had absolutely no control over, and from that point, was able to make conscious decisions to make the most of the life I have. I am not completely nihilistic. I believe that our purpose for living is the experience itself. Living is its own purpose -- we don't need more than that. That, in itself, is a profound opportunity, and one that I refuse to compromise by diminishing it wishing for a happy-dappy future in the sky, floating around in some seemingly perfect, challenge-free existence shaped of fantasy, wishing, and guilt. Calla Firestorm
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