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Rebirth of Soul - 12/8/2005 11:18:33 PM   
CamaroGuy2001


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Hello E/everyone, i just went through a serious psychological shift tonight and i am trying to understand if this is strange. i have been desiring to become a submissive for a while and feel that i have made my transformation tonight. i felt a burning deep within my soul and then a sudden rush through my body. Afterwards i dont feel like i used to, i feel like i belong as a submissive as if it is what i was ment to be. i feel the urge to serve my Mistress automaticaly and with blind obediance. Does or has A/anyone felt anything similar?
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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 1:35:36 AM   
jamesthehumanrug


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greetings c guy
i remember my first seeking personals as a slave just barely out of highschool
like why did i waste my time in highshcool when i coulda; shoulda' ;woulda' been a slave anyway....
its not unlike youre first beer
if it wasnt such a forced g.d. secret; you'd taste it more before you guzzle it all down ,w/the first person like ;you're ,so lucky; grab your first one
and, just start giving yourself away....


< Message edited by jamesthehumanrug -- 12/9/2005 1:38:41 AM >


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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 1:44:06 AM   
Onknees5858


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my 2 cents...nothing bad,maybe a subspace experience,just look for this word on boards.

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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 3:51:21 AM   
sweetpettjenny


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its called Desire to serve the one you are with

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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 4:42:26 AM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: CamaroGuy2001

Hello E/everyone, i just went through a serious psychological shift tonight and i am trying to understand if this is strange. i have been desiring to become a submissive for a while and feel that i have made my transformation tonight. i felt a burning deep within my soul and then a sudden rush through my body. Afterwards i dont feel like i used to, i feel like i belong as a submissive as if it is what i was ment to be. i feel the urge to serve my Mistress automaticaly and with blind obediance. Does or has A/anyone felt anything similar?


We all do when we find that special someone.

It sure is a nice feeling, isn't it?



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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 6:30:32 AM   
fastlane


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Personally, I have never felt like that, but I am happy for you and only wish I could bottle it and give it to my sub. Unless of course the wine works better? I shall see.

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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 6:38:09 AM   
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It's known as sub frenzy or submissize fuzzies.

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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 9:09:15 AM   
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quote:

belong as a submissive as if it is what i was ment to be


I have had similiar experiences. What you felt was only the begining of the journey down the wonderful path of being submissive. I wouldn't call it a rebirth but more of a recognition. The alignment of your energies is a positive step in the right direction.

Do you meditate? I would highly recommend that you do so. You might be surprised by how many similiar situations occur. You owe it to yourself, as well as your Mistress, to do so.

Welcome to the world of submission...may your journey be everything you seek.

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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 9:58:37 AM   
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I have waited to reply to this, because I witness this "submissive fuzzy" first hand (By the way LA, I LOVE that term). Brian, I am very proud of you and I have no doubt that you are indeed ready to serve and ready to take the next step in our journey.

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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 10:02:33 AM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: fastlane

Personally, I have never felt like that, but I am happy for you and only wish I could bottle it and give it to my sub. Unless of course the wine works better? I shall see.


Fastlane, if we could bottle this, indeed money would never be an issue with any of us anymore. This is one powerful "sub space" I dont think I have ever seen anything like it. I was astounded. It was much more than a mental thing, it was so powerful it manifested itself into a physical thing. Unfortunately I only got to witness this with a web cam as I was not with him physically when it happened. Hopefully next time I will be <s>

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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 10:13:59 AM   
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Thank you everyone for replying to my post. i am so glad that i am on the right track into being a submissive. It feels better knowing that i am not alone in what i felt last night. Thank you everyone, for the support and information.

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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/9/2005 11:36:51 PM   
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i was wired this way. never had an desire to dom anyone, but when i need to do things in the world of life, i am strong and perseverant. strong woman, strongly submissive. no wine needed.

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RE: Rebirth of Soul - 12/11/2005 6:01:33 AM   
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yes i have, but then social conditioning and past cognitive schemas...started battling w/ in me causing grief and turmoil

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