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justjosie -> my first collar :) (10/16/2008 6:25:12 PM)
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hi :)
so, i finally "came out of the closet", D/s-wise, a year ago in August. i met my dear Sir J in february, yet continually got in my own way. sometimes what we are used to in our lives, and what we believe to be true, becomes the direction we take. i was concerned about trivial, inconsequential things, like age, and clothing.
and yet, every once in a while, He would reappear and say hello. somehow, He knew what I could not see. the misconceptions that i had...like that He did not "get" what i wanted...were so off base. we finally got together in August.
He is helping me grow in ways i did not know i could. showing patience, tolerance, but very firm and loving guidance.
today, i received my first training collar. i am so excited :):):)
yet, who do we tell, right??
i know we are just in the beginning stages of our voyage together, but the way i feel when i am with him, the desire to truly serve, and the way He looks at me just make me beyond blissful.
i just wanted to share!
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