AAkasha
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This sounds very cool! I hope you'll give us a review after its all over...
Ah yes, review time. I'm still processing and digesting a lot of it, but it was clearly very worth it. I can honestly say it went a completely different direction than I had anticipated, which I suppose is the beauty of it, because it was fully organic. Being in a fully equipped dungeon (kudos to Passive Arts in Los Angeles) with a playful, sometimes menacing sweet sadist (double kudos to Tink, who works there), I can safely say I was both satiated and *spoiled* for this little visit. Impact play and sadism are not at the very top of my list per se (this comes from being 6+ years in a relationship with a non masochist, so that side of my play tapered off), but being with a bonafide painslut with a high tolerance and an experienced sadist was lovely; I'm very high on reactions and intense emotion, so being able to participate in quite a lot of sadistic energy without breaking a sweat was surreal and intoxicating.
In phase two of this experiment I'll do it again without having a paid dominatrix there, so I can be on the delivery end of everything, not just the portions I decided on a whim to take into my own hands. It was far too easy to just provide a casual request and see it carried out, and then play nurturer (ah, as if he needed it!) to the suffering boy; a very subtle good domina/bad domina vibe there, on and off. But damn, that's a very wonderful, relaxed, pressure free way to enjoy all the sensations and emotions of BDSM without concentration, accuracy, worry. She was also totally familiar with his physical limits so there was no worry there, but now that I have seen first hand, I'm fairly clear he's way beyond my capabilities as a sadist anyway. Yay for being a kid in a candy store.
The pro submissive. What a concept. I felt quite catered to; he was attuned to my needs and emotions without being demanding, pushy or insecure. He was keenly aware of my mental state and presence despite being on the receiving end of a great deal of sensation from both ladies. I was absolutely and lustfully fascinated with his capacity for pain and the way he processed it - his reactions were delicious and made me feel achy and yummy in all the right places.
I had worried that there would be an awkward, uncomfortableness about the clear lack of intimacy in an otherwise intimate setting. In my personal relationships, I am a very touchy-feeling (sexually, affectionately) domina that likes to mix things like deep passionate kisses in between cruelty and comforting or as a tool for teasing and denial, but I had to steer clear of that kind of emotional intimacy to respect my own limits, and I assume his. But that didn't put a damper on anything, if anything, I felt the subtle sense of denial, the forbidden, the taboo aspect - getting close, thinking about it, but then, ultimately, no, not going there - it just added lots of good pent up lust and energy on my end. Which I was able to bring home to my husband, whose only post scene observation was: "wow." Guess he liked the mood I came home in.
If any femdoms in So Cal are interested in the boy, let me know. Yes, he's a pro :) He did a wonderful job and it was well worth the money.
More later, perhaps, when I come down some more.
Akasha
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