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WhiplashSmile2 -> What's on your mind? Kink, Love, Sex, Relationships? (10/27/2008 9:42:08 PM)
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Amazing as this might sound, kink and sex have not been so strongly on my mind lately. It's still there but it's not a front runner of thoughts in my mind lately. This is coming from somebody that has a high sex drive and thirst for dirty wicked kinky things.
Seems like a lot of people on CM have been making posts regarding relationship aspects and emotional involvement. I myself have noticed this or at least I'm more tuned into these kind of threads lately.
I'm not sitting here thinking thoughts about the St. Andrews crosses I want to build, about some of the new toys I wanna buy, I'm not even thinking about trying out A TENS unit and feeling the zap of it for the very time, then hooking somebody up to it. I'm not thinking about the beautiful floggers I have been eyeing up for a bit. I'm not thinking 1/2 as much about the many twisted things that normally go through my mind.
I'm not too preoccupied with thinking about kink and sex. I've met somebody really amazing, and well she has more of my attention lately. Sure she's into kinky things and is into sex. I'm actually not very worried about sex and kink between us, we know and have a base line understanding of mutual kinks and sexual tastes.
I want for this relationship to work out and be the best that it can humanly be. Actually, I find myself having to aspire to be a little better and something greater. When I was dating "the drunk girl with anger issues" there were other aspects about her that I was turning a blind eye to the facts about. That I did not have any great expectations to live up to, easy to become everything and anything to somebody in her place in life. Pffffffffffff... enough said.
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