suhlut
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Well... lets see Mostly i dislike makeup, but will wear it on special occassions. I have a skin condition called vitiligo, which means that in certain "spots", my skin pigment has died off,and is instead pure white. My spots are located on neck, and chin and corner of my lips. Vitiligo, when it first appeared, really bothered me, and i spent some time doing a mad run through various type of makeup ..to try hiding it, bought a professional makeup foundation cake called a pancake...where id add water to a sponge and then dab over that cake, and then dibble dabble it onto my face.. also bought special foundations formulated to cover scars.. both worked.. to a certain degree... but gawd.. i looked AWFUL.. i couldnt ever get the shades right... and it was always wayyyyyy to heavy a makeup for full face coverage.. id ended up looking like a ghost most times. and then it would also itch.. and rub off onto my clothes. So yeah, i began to HATE makeup.. hate myself.. and hate how people looking at me..made me feel like a freak. And then one day..my best friend tells me about how great mineral makeup is... at first im like..yeah..right..sure.. i've seen the infomercials.. and it LOOKS good.. but.. nothing will cover my white spots.. And it doesnt, not completely... they can still be seen, but... mineral makeup has been the best bet so far. i love how it feels.. (like nothing) which is completely different from how much it felt like those other makeups made me feel like i was wearing masks.. (way to heavy..) its light..airy.. and does a pretty good job putting color onto my white spots.. (ooh yeah..forgot to say.. but for some reason.. good old fashioned reg foundations..like cover girl coverup.. simply SLIDES off my white spots.. doesnt stay) And so, when i wish to wear makeup.. mineral foundation is my choice.. reg lipsticks.. eyeshadows.. still work fine.. and i use those in small amounts also.. i tend to like making my makeup covered face..look like theres NO makeup at all. But... things have changed for me... the spots are still there..will never go away... but now, i will go out in public..without bothering to try hiding them... and just dont care anymore.. its not so bad.. and i don't notice people staring as much anymore. If so, and if they think i am a freak.. ooh well.. so what. Now... i also do care about other things.. like taking care of my skin..and fighting the aging process.. i use moisturizing washes for bathing.. and then once out, i slather my body with tons of baby oil.. all while still wet.. I coat a heavy amount of face cream over face, and neck, and cleavage areas. And my hair.. red and naturally curly.. and so, i wash with a moisturizing shampoo.. and then after rinsing, i use the matching brand of conditioner into my curls.. and LEAVE it in... thats right.. i never rinse my conditioner back out... works GREAT!
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That girl is pretty kinky The girl's a super freak SUPERFREAK ~by Rick James
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