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Hello all - 11/9/2008 4:19:23 PM

TheDarkPassenger

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Hi everyone. I don't quite know what to put here...Introduce myself, I suppose.

For those of you who might not know, the name I chose is from Dexter. He's a serial killer, who calls what makes him kill his "dark passenger". I suppose I'm the same way, only about BDSM. I've been trying to be ok with my likes for a while, but it's hard. I keep thinking that I'm twisted or wrong. And that anything I enjoy is, to use a quote from a friend when trying to tell me it was alright, "dirtybadwrong".

I don't really know what else to say. I'm still trying to stop feeling wrong when I enjoy BDSM.

Ususally, I make a bit more sense than this, I swear...

Anyway...Hi. It'll be nice to meet you all.

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RE: Hello all - 11/9/2008 6:05:29 PM

Ultimus

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Welcome! I opened your thread specifically because of your SN. I started watching Dexter a few weeks back online - finally caught up this weekend. It is a wonderful show.

I'm curious what it is that you enjoy that makes you feel so twisted. In my opinion, we're all a bit twisted, in our own way. Hopefully you learn to like your kinks sooner than later.

Oh, and you made plenty of sense.

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RE: Hello all - 11/9/2008 6:29:27 PM

TheDarkPassenger

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Glad someone else caught the Dexter reference...

What makes me feel twisted is that I feel that I shouldn't enjoy the pain. I get so, well, I guess down on myself, would be the right choice of words, when I realize that I am. I have no idea why I get that way. Gods know that my friends support me, even if my family wouldn't. My boyfriend supports me, and attempts to tell me that there's nothing wrong with me. I believe him, but don't at the same time. Does that even make sense? lol.

I hope to come to terms with my kinks as well.

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