everhope -> RE: -=She is caged, any questions?=- (12/23/2008 10:19:05 AM)
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good morning Steel, you describe feelings that i did have. he only put me in the cage at night. at first, i felt removed from Sir and the not so pretty thoughts started to run in my head, like he doesn't like sleeping with me, he doesn't want to fuck me, he wants me away from him. just a lil ego on my part...then it dawned on me how much care he took to putting me in the cage (are you warm enough, baby? do you need another pillow, babygirl?) and his facial expressions were of a man who was happy and had pride at taking care of his possessions. at times, he gave me the choice of where to sleep, i did choose the cage a few times, after i knew that being in the cage was an extension of his control over me. i grew to crave cage time. i felt secure, cared for, and peaceful in the cage. the cage allowed me to be in touch with the lil girl. because of my chaotic childhood, i was robbed of the experience of simply being a lil girl and the securities that affords. i am most grateful to have had the opportunity to explore and be in touch with her. thank you Steel for your input.
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